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Beyonce Rollin’ WITHOUT Jay Z TO Big VMA Night!

August 22nd, 2014

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Industry word reveals Beyonce will be without her Jigga on her big night. We’re talking about the VMA’s, going down this Sunday.

Assigned seating for the televised event reveals “Bey will take the front row, just seats away from Lil Wayne.” As for Jay Z’s seating placement, there is no mention made.

“When Bey takes the stage, her Destiny’s Child bandmates Michelle Williams and the pregnant Kelly Rowland will be cheering her on from the audience.”

Check out the latest on the VMA’s:

“Beyonce is nominated for more awards than any other recording artist, rounding out the VMAs with eight nods. Bey is to perform and receive the Video Vanguard Award.

Beyonce is up for Video of the Year and Best Collaboration for “Drunk In Love” with her hubby Jay Z, and is being honored for more categories, including Best Female Video and Best Choreography for her hit “Partition.”

The 2014 VMAs will mark Beyonce’s fourth time performing at the annual award show.”




117 Responses to “Beyonce Rollin’ WITHOUT Jay Z TO Big VMA Night!”

  1. Wet Lips On....... |

    do’t feel sorry for this self hating back stabber!! she’s getting her karma she back stabbed people just to be on top

    she could of help her fellow band mates but she didn’t she’s selfish taking credit for writing song this b*tch can’t speak probably

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    waine22 Reply:

    If any female was givin the opportunity like beyonce they would of did the same thing

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    Annoyed Reply:

    No they wouldn’t. To get to the top & then to get knocked down by having a messy life. No thanks, I’d rather be happy. Karma is a straight bitch so one should live right. Bey is only getting a taste of the big payback,

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    Ms-M Reply:

    Yeah, I agree there was always something about this chick I never liked. She is out for herself!! No, Im not jealous.

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    MARY MARSHALL JOHNSON Reply:

    ME TOO AND I AM NOT JEALOUS EITHER******###

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    ENT GOON Reply:

    BEYONCE wants to abandon her BLACKMAN just to salvage her career from the HIT her husband JAY-Z from the elevator ass whooping her sister SOLANGE served on em, they are both phoney and deserving of what is happening to there careers now FUCK EM BOTH

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    CHAOS Reply:

    what is happening to their careers other than steady rising lmao I get the HATE I really do but your HATE just makes no sense so dont type that shit anymore

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    Wet Lips On....... Reply:

    self hating beydummie will ditch fugly jayz for a white man!!!!n just ask

    eve
    lil kim
    afie
    garcelle
    naomi
    etc etc etc

    all bed wenches for white men….. black women most do better!! enough said

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    Wet Lips On....... Reply:

    also

    tyra banks
    tatyana ali
    chaka khan

    and any more

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    Anonymous Reply:

    You sound like a fool…..there’s no logic to this silliness you wrote.

    Anonymous Reply:

    So black women who MARRY white men are just bed wenches? You are insane and I am sick of you spewing meaningless trash.

    Wet Lips On....... Reply:

    @Anonymous

    chapped lips!!!!!

    willie jones jr Reply:

    I think she should dump Jay and get her a really rich old white dude who wont cheat on her with every little blonde white girl he sees…

    She can upgrade from Jay.

    Anonymous Reply:

    @willi jones
    That just sounds gross. Who wants an old white wrinkly man, unless they grew old with him. Beyonce’s a beautiful active young woman whom pretty much can choose whomever she wants. If her husband is cheating, it’s because of his own insecurities. Also the women that cheat with him are just as insecure.

    By the way, no young woman wants an old man, black or white. V. Stiviano is the example, even the doe get tired, if it is not what you want. Take note

    willie jones jr Reply:

    No. You know, youre right.
    Eve was sooo much better off with Steebie J.
    Tyra was better off with John Singleton.

    Youre right. There are only so many good, not gay young black men in entertainment with real money and can keep her in her lifestyle shes accustomed.
    Lil wayne? Ok. P Diddy. Yeah right.

    So pls tell me who.. I cant think of ANY of these fools thats better than the one she got at home.

    Nothing wrong with getting in a will. Jay probably leave her with a bill…

    V stiv doesnt count. He/she is a ladyboy whore and only in it for the money.

    A real billionaire businessman can do more than Jay can.. he has no power. TPTB laugh at him. He doesnt have to be white. Can be Arab or Indian or Hispanic, but I know he wont be black.

    What was I taking note of? I missed it…

    Anonymous Reply:

    @willie jones jr

    My point, Beyonce needs to stay with her husband. No one will compliment them like eachother. By the way, I am pro-marriage so when anyone finds true love I am all for it.

    Hopefully, Eve has married for love. Because there is nothing like a huge house with an empty heart.

    willie jones jr Reply:

    I see your point.
    I dont see the point in staying together for the image, like theyre on a cereal box..

    It was obvious to me there is a disconnect in that marriage.

    I cant find the post someone replied to me but..

    The look Jay had when she said “my beloved”, it must be an inside term she uses .. he had no expression. It means nothing to me, but it sure meant something to him

    TPTB are the powers that be. You know, the ‘Nati & ‘em…

    GUF Reply:

    Not bed wenches! I have not heard that term in a minute.

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    fool Reply:

    I totally agree with you. these white supremacists hate to see black people achieve success

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    Annoyed Reply:

    Agreed!

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  2. Tyrone |

    Bey and Jay… Power Couple? She knew the deep waters she was diving in. Tried to be “Unbreakable” like Alicia Keys said a time ago. Who can say that she was not creepin’ behind enemy lines. Women yappin’ about her bodyguard… Julius. The swinging rumors, Bey sleeping with her dancers, etc. Being honest, i’m disappointed that neither could salvage the marriage… As The World Burns!

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    Wet Lips On....... Reply:

    black love is joke in Hollywood thought their so called marriage was real but is fake

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    Anonymous Reply:

    You don’t know that. All marriages have troubles. Theirs is no different. Few people stay together over 12 years in a “set up” relationship. I can only think of Kelly and John Traavolta, and those who know them say that they truly love each other,
    just not in a sexual way.

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    CRAZYCHRIS Reply:

    JOHN TAKES THE DICK BRINGS THE MONEY HOME TO KELLY AND THE KIDS AND THATS ALL MATTERS.

    JOHN PROBALY HAD TO PRETEND KELLY WAS A MAN TO EVEN FOCUS HIS ATTENTION ON HER SHE HAD TO STRAP IT ON.

    KELLY WAS LAYING BACK IN HER MIND SHE WAS LIKE THINK OF THE MONEY.

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    Tyrone Reply:

    Couples create an environment to suit their needs. Travolta swings both ways. Kelly knows this, still married and so forth. Her comfort level is good to her, she has no incentive to vacate…Bottomline!

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    fool Reply:

    spoken like a true white supremacist

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    CHAOS Reply:

    LMAO..you people will fall for anything I swear…..Beyonce will announce her pregnancy on this show just like she did a few years ago and Jay will be right by her side..remember where you read this

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    Sunni Reply:

    That’s what I thought too. I’m glad we all were wrong Jay was there with the baby. I hope they stay married forever. Black Love is beautiful and a untied black family is heaven sent in the age of broken homes and baby daddies.

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    willie jones jr Reply:

    We were watching 2 different shows..
    She BARELY wanted to acknowledge Jay. She avoided his kiss and called him “my beloved” .. his face was priceless.
    Her acting is terrible. Fake tears.
    Thay award was her official sendoff. TPTB are after her.. putting her marriage on blast and telling her its time to step on down.

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    Anonymous Reply:

    What’s wrong with the term beloved??? Am I missing something bc I see absolutely nothing wrong with that, it’s a term if endearment am I wrong? And what in the world is tptb???

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    willie jones jr Reply:

    Oh here it is!
    TPTB.. the powers that be. You know, the ‘Nati & ‘em.

    Idk what “my beloved” means to them, but it must have meant something. Jay was totally expressionless when Bey said it. He knows what it means. His face said it all.

    MS. SPIRITUAL WARFARE 414 Reply:

    Re: “Idk what “my beloved” means to them, but it must have meant something.”

    NOT if it’s in reference to OPRAH’S movie, “Beloved”, it’s NOT!! .. B/c SATAN,..”The FATHER of LIES”, IS (A MOCKER of GOD), so who knows HOW it was meant for THEM, b/c SATAN “FLIPS” things!! So, IT COULD mean, “I HATE you” TO THEM! ;-) lol
    @ 22:02, So, I don’t KNOW HOW BEY MEANT it! lol

    “Beloved” is comprised of 2 words, BE-LOVED, which GOD “coined” THAT word, b/c whether we feel “WORTHY” of HIS love, (OR NOT), HE WANTS us to KNOW that HE LOVES us “UNCONDITIONALLY”!! :-) :-) … ISN’T that AWESOME?! :-)

    It’s INTERESTING that WE, (God’s) CHILDREN, are CALLED: “BELOVED”, b/c it means that we are loved “dearly” (BY HIM)!! :-)

    BTW, I HATED that movie, and REFUSE to watch it more than once!!! LOL!
    IT SUCKED, IMO!!

    Annoyed Reply:

    Right!

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  3. Tyrone |

    What’s Good Sis! Hollywood is occupied with sheep, nobody wants to be a leader. Of course, there are brothas in the industry that rep for Black Love… Denzel Washington, Laurence Fishburne, Don Cheadle, Courtney Vance,, Charles S. Dutton, Steve Harvey, Omar Epps, Forrest Whitaker, just to name a few. In the past, i would have said that hollywood is against brothas loving their reflection. Today, they lack that type of power. Sistas are a beautiful creation, no reason to not love them. The one thing i’ve respected about whitemen in entertainment, they understand and appreciate the concept of racial loyalty. Their women come first, it projects strength to other men. Us as blackmen should feel the same way. Beyonce gotta do what’s best for her, regardless of what Jay is doing. I have issues with Jay about this and that, but i don’t think he’s a bad dude like that… Misguided Yes! We’ll see what happens… Bless!

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    Wet Lips On....... Reply:

    Forrest Whitaker and Don Cheadle are both sellouts Forrest married a white women

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    Yvesmoon Reply:

    Forrest Whitaker’s wife is black. Don Cheadle’s wife is of a mixed race like Haley and our President. These appear to be two very decent men with good solid families.

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    Anonymous Reply:

    *Don Cheadle isn’t married.

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    Anonymous Reply:

    Don Cheadle is married, and Yvesmoon is right Forest W. wife is Black!!

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    Anonymous Reply:

    Forest Whittaker’s wife is really beautiful. Very classy.

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    fool Reply:

    a beautiful skeleton.

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    Annoyed Reply:

    Skeleton? What?!

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    Tyrone Reply:

    Forrest Whitaker a good brotha… He Official! Marriage is strong, in love with a Sista. Don Cheadle is married to a Creole(Mixed) Woman. I have a love/hate relationship with mixed women on this blog… No Secret! Love the cola girls, chocolate girls, caramel girls, etc. If they got love, i can’t hate them like that. I hate the cooning just as much. More brothas should support and speak on it. It’s not about having malice towards other women. I respect all women, but love only one…Sistas! Bey and Jay compliment each other, it’s a good look. I’m rooting for them to make it. Let’s keep our fingers crossed… It’s Real!

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    Anonymous Reply:

    Tyrone, I know you’ll probably never see this but I wish you wouldn’t refer to creoles as mixed. All black folk in American are mixed to some degree even if it’s just a single ancestor many many years ago. Creoles are black. Period.
    Mixed and biracial are not the same thing. There hasn’t been a white person in my family tree for 200 years. Now, if you dislike creoles because they tend to marry each other and thus stay light, that’s another thing all together. But just as Ms Tina did, not all of us marry other creoles in an effort to maintain creole “purity.” We do not all have a “light is right” mindset. So, it seems unnecessarily unkind to throw us into the same category as those who are biracial. Do you look down on Allen Toussaint, Gen Russell Honore, Denise Nicholas, or The Neville Brothers? Do you consider them no to be part of the black race?

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    CRAZYCHRIS Reply:

    THEY MIGHT REP LOVE BUT THEY’RE ALL CHRATERS.

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    Tyrone Reply:

    A Bullet Train To The Abyss! If both of them are swinging with Gwyneth Paltrow on the low low… 0+0=0 I don’t know,, temptation isl around every corner. Rhianna was the last straw, too close to home.

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    Anonymous Reply:

    Come ty. U gotta be a female.

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  4. Anonymous |

    If they really are splitting up, then Solange’s flip out in the elevator was not just due to the booze…

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  5. Sharkeisha |

    FOH. They suppose to give ALL of her nominations to ASHANTI. and any body that calls another human being a ”sheep” obviously worships the devil. omfg

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    Anonymous Reply:

    Sorry, but you have to have the right “goods” to win over the sort of following Beyonce has. While I am not a fan of either of them, Ashanti does not have the all around star quality and charisma to gain the sort of mainstream stardom Beyonce has. Regardless of how folks here feel about her, no one can deny that the woman is a born star. You cannot engender the level of envy, hate, love and fascination she has unless you are at the top of your game.
    It’s like Kim K. She is the top of her particular game…not a game that is terribly respected, but she is at the top of it nevertheless.

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    ANONYMOUSCHICK414 Reply:

    ENVY?? lol “HATE”?? …”FASCINATION”?? lol YEAH, (THOSE that CAN’T ‘SEE’ what’s going ON ARE “FASCINATED” WITH, ENVY and LOVVVVVVVVVVVE HER), … THIS PERSON that (THEY) call “BEYSUS”! :-( SMH! But,(NOT ME)!! lol …. I (only) LOVE (her) BECAUSE (GOD) SAID for me TO!! lol “HONESTLY!!” … And, I (only) READ (Beyonce’ posts) when there is (AB-so-LUTE-ly nothing ELSE TO READ) on HERE, and (MOST times) NOT even THEN!! lol Once I’ve read the posts (HERE), I’ll “USUALLY” go to RWS, and read the posts, (EXPECIALLY the comments) THERE, b/c I’m an “AVID” READER!! So, when I’ve read (until I’m TIRED), ‘every’ night, I take MY BLACK butt TO SLEEP! lol Or, the next MORNING I DO! ..”WhenEVER I CAN” SLEEP! …MAN, “INSOMNIA (really) SUCKS!!” :-( *sigh* BTW, HATE is SUCH a STRONNNNNNNG , STRONNNNNG WORD)! I (don’t) “HATE” (Anyone)! lol I “HATE” the THINGS that SOME people DO,(like “SIGNAL” the ‘WINGED HORN’ SIGN, … COVER ONE of THEIR EYES, like THEY’RE ‘ILLUMINATED’, OR SOMETHIN’, lol … and “SIGN” to TPTB that they’re DOWN with THE BAPHOMET)!! SMH! … And, FLASH (THE PYRAMID) SIGN, AND SAY THINGS like, “MURRRRRDER, MURder JEEEEEEEEEEEEsus, 666″, (like Bey’zzz ‘HUZZZZZZZZZband’, “SEAN CARTER” DOEZ)!!!! …”SC” said, “LIFE BEGINS (when THE CHURCH ENDS)?? .. Now, WHAT KIND of (DEVILISH) “MESS” IS THAT?!!!! .. “WE ARE the CHURCH)!!” .. (GOD’S CHILDREN) ARE!! .. So, LIFE BEGINS (when WE END)?? …..”NEGATIVE!!” I say, “HELLLLLLLLL NO!!” …(LITERALLY SPEAKING), THAT IZZZ!! … Honey, “I ‘REBUKE’ (THAT), and (ANY, AND EVERY single thing LIKE that) in the NAME of (MY LORD,’AND’ SAVIOR, JESUS!!!” … “S.C” is SEAN CARTER (TO ME)!!, AND,(NOT) NO “HOVA”, (HOV), or EVEN “JAY-Z” (TO ME), ’cause THAT SOUNDS (TOO MUCH like JEsus)! JAY-Z, ..JEEEEE-SUS!! (NO), TOO CLOSE!! ..lol Like “JEEZY”, JE-SUS, (JA-RULE), GOD RULES, …Charlamagne (THE GOD), Like he’s SAYING: “I (AM) GOD!!” … WRONG!!! ..And OTHERS that ACTS (like THEY are GOD), or even whose “MONIKER” comes CLOSE ..(TO ME, THAT’S “BLASPHEMOUS”)!! SMH!! (Now, THAT I DO “HATE”),…”BLASPHEMY!!” AS for (THIS “JEZEBEL”-ACTIN’) “WITCH”, B, lol HECK, … she’s “P-POPPED” (and) “SLITHERED” on THE GROUND, (LIKE an “ACTUAL” SNAKE)ENOUGH to “DESERVE” that “COVETED” AWARD!! ;-) lol LIKE “TANK” SAID, “MAYbe I DE-SERVE!” lol … I say, “HAVE AT it, B, (covet all YOU WANT to), IF YOU SO ‘CHOOSE’!!” ;-) KEEP DELVING (INTO those DARK, DARK THINGS)!! *WINK, WINK!* “AS for (me, and MY house), WE WILL serve (THE) LORD!!” … THE FATHER (OF JESUS), AND ME, and those of us that HAVE ‘ACCEPTED’ Him as OUR LORD!! .. IF these (SO-called “STARS”, AND/or “CELEBRITIES”), CELEBRATED, OR “EXALTED” ONES ‘KNEW’ (what I KNOW), HECK, THEY (wouldn’t) even HAVE them (in MY HOUSE), EITHER, ‘KNOWING’ WHAT THEY ARE, (GRAVEN IMAGES)!!.. God’s WORD speaks ‘AGAINST’ that!!… “SEE”, THIS is what people (NEED) TO “SEE”, is that BEYONCE’ is A (BEGUILLING) “ENCHANTRESS”!! .. A “SEDUCTRESS”, (with EVIL spirits WITHIN her)that NEED to be CAST (OUT)!! Like a “POSSESSED” person,(SUMMONING, AND ‘YIELDING’ to THE SPIRIT of “SASHA FIERCE”)! “Sasha Fierce” MY BUTT!! … lol THAT’S a DEMON, (or “EVIL” SPIRIT)!! ..Beyonce’ IS(NOT) a WOMAN (that I would EVER “ADMIRE”), WITH her “SEMI-ILLITERATE” BUTT!! Now, IF “THE BEYhive” COMES (for me), I (wouldn’t) ADVISE it!! ;-) lol THE “BEYhive”, …(FOLLOWING BEHIND SOME HUMAN BEING), KISSING their BUTT, (LIKE SOME FLUNKIE)!! lol SMH!! *IN my MR. T. voice* “I PITY (THE F_OL)!!” lol GOD said, “Call (NO) man a FOOL”, (so, I CAN’T)! ;-) lol I say, PEOPLE, “THINK (for YOURSELVES), “MAKE (your OWN moves), and let people ‘ASPIRE’ to be (LIKE YOU)!!” :-) FORGET TRYIN’ to be “LIKE MIKE!!” ;-) YOU!!” …”HECK!!”… Now, I KNOW that (SOME of you) will probably THINK that I’m “GOIN’ HARD” (on YOUR girl, BEYONCE’), OR BEING HARD on HER, BUT, “ACTUALLY”, I “PITY” Bey, (and people LIKE her), HONESTLY!! :-( “HOWEVER”,(although she’s NOT my FAVORITE PERSON ON EARTH) BECAUSE of THE THINGS that SHE DOES, I HAVE PRAYED (for her), and WILL CONTINUE TO PRAY that she “REPENT”, SEEK JESUS, TURN (AWAY from her ‘WICKED’ WAYS), and FOLLOW (HIM)!! :-) AS FAR as I’M CONCERNED, THESE (SO-called) “STARS” CAN HAVE (ALLLLLLLL of those “GRAVEN IMAGES” that THEY SO “DESIRE”), but I WOULDN’T ADVISE it!! … I (don’t) even LIKE STATUES!! lol These PEOPLE, (ACTORS, ATHLETES, ACTRESSESS, SINGERS, and THE LIKE) ARE “PEOPLE”, (NOT “STARS”), and (NOT) “CE-LEB-RI-TIES”!! (CELEBRATED), or “EXHALTED” ONES! ONES that (PEOPLE) “LIFT UP”, and/or “WORSHIP” because of HOW they LOOK, ACT, (SING, … DANCE), PLAY SPORTS, “WHATEVER!!” …HONEY, The (only) “STARS” (that I SEE) are “IN THE SKY ABOVE!!” ;-)…NO MORE “AMERICAN (IDOL”), OR (ANY) OTHER ‘IDOLS’, K? :)”WORD!!” … I.e,”CHURCH?!” ;-) To THOSE that are (NOT) “AWAKE”, (Like SPIKE LEE SAID in HIS MOVIE), #WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKE UP!!” “GOD BLESS (you)!!” :-) “WORD UP!” ;-) :-)

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    Anonymous Reply:

    Allrighty then.

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    ANONYMOUSCHICK414 Reply:

    lol FUNNY! lol

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    IloveJC Reply:

    I’m sure you have something valid to say, but it’s impossible to read your writing with that punctuation. It’s headache inducing and very rough on the eyes.

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    NOT for THE FAINT of HEART to READ! lol Reply:

    HERE, (read THIS)! lol THIS will KEEP you BUSY (’til I get OUT of CHURCH TODAY)!! ;-) AND, DON’T say, “It’s TOO LONG!!” lol “READING is FUN-da-MENTAL!” (FUN FOR THE MENTAL)! LOL Or, JUST FUN! ;-) *smile* “SORRY” (in ADVANCE) for this SUPER LONG POST!! .. But, I just HAD to GET this “OFF my CHEST!!” ;-)

    THANK you, IloveJC!! :-) I DO have something “valid” to say, (YOU are ‘so’ RIGHT)! …”Sorry” to all readers of my posts, whose eyes my writings, and punctuation have made cross, and/or “induced a headache” for THAT was NOT my intent! So, (once again), I do apologize for that to all,(EXCEPT for 12:08) for making A JOKE (@ MY EXPENSE)! ;-) lol I can lol (@ THAT), though! SEE? (lol) .. Considering (ALL that I have BEEN ‘thru’, GOD has MADE (ME)”BUILT TO LAST”!! ;-) “YA HEARRRRD??” BUILT …to…ENDURE,…(and “OVERCOME”)!! ;-):) “We OVERcome (BY OUR FAITH)!!” ;-) *smile*

    This (might) take me FOREVER to TYPE (this), “INSTEAD” of (my usual 124 words per minute), by me TRYING to type (like Y’ALL), the “NORMAL” WAY! lol #EPIC FAIL! (SORRY)! :-( I’ll try to focus “really” really HARD, and TRY to do BETTER in the future (after I type THIS)! K? :) Even TRYING to focus, and type slower, and “normally”, my keyboard STILL (can’t) keep UP with me, and I have to WAIT on the keyboard keys TO MOVE! lol “FUNNY!” lol

    Please FORGIVE me IF I SLIP, (and REVERT BACK to typing how I THINK, … FAST, and PASSIONATELY)! ;-) K? My brain is (very) “KINETIC”, … “however”, I am (not) “crazy”, (and TO RE-IT-TE-RATE, “NOR have I ‘ever’ SMOKED CRACK)!!” I STARTED to do “A WHITNEY”, (and use HER ‘INFAMOUS’ PHRASE, REGARDING CRACK), but, “UNFORTUNATELY”, (SHE was ‘ACTUALLY’ ON crack)!! So, I won’t GO (THERE)! lol “R.I.P, WHITNEY, (WHO “ACTUALLY” WAS MURDERED!!” :-(

    I don’t think that I (can) type like most “NORMAL” people do, that have NOT GONE (thru) what I HAVE, so, I’ll just say, “THIS is (NOT) for THE ‘FAINT’ @ HEART!!” And, K.I.M! (AND KEEP it MOVIN’) TYPING! ;-)
    “PLEASE, PRAY (for me), and STAND (in AGREEMENT WITH me) that THIS, (TOO) I’ll OVERCOME, through PRAYER!! Because I (DON’T) like TYPING (LIKE THIS) “@ ALL”!! :-( THIS is JUST (HOW my WORDS pop IN my HEAD), so I TYPE like I THINK, AND “FEEL”! *sigh*

    NOW, Without me “lowering” my STANDARDS, (AND “CURSING”), or “INSULTING” (an “ACTUAL” PERSON) on A COMPUTER, … “INITIALLY”, I DID want to say (to @ 12:08), “FONT, PLEASE!!” lol “HOWEVER”, (NOW that I THINK about it), I “really” (DON’T) want to BE “RUDE”, (to ANY-body), “UNLESS SOMEONE IS ‘RUDE’ TO ME), THAT IS!!” .. “GOD (‘AIN’T’) THROUGH with me, (YET)!!” ;-) “THANK GOD!!” … BUT, (AT FIRST), I was like, “CHIIILE, HOW can I be A DOGgone “CRACKhead”, when I (don’t) even smoke CRACK, cigarettes, OR WEED!! YOU (DON’T ‘KNOW’ (ME) LIKE THAT!!” lol …Honey, MY “body is THE TEMPLE of CHRIST!”, … (YA DIG)? lol …So, (since I MENTION “HIM” in MY POSTS) A LOT, (without even TRYING to), I changed MY MIND, (and am going to take THE “SPIRITUAL” route) INSTEAD!! :-) See, I am CAREFUL of any, and EVERY thing that goes INTO it!! “GET IT?” ;-) lol #TRUST me! “THEREFORE”, I wouldn’t even THINK of putting THAT “POISON” (IN it)!! …Maybe someone ‘needed’ to read THAT! :-)

    “PEOPLE, you (DON’T) have TO’FOLLOW’ (THE CROWD’S “EXAMPLE”), MAKE (THEM) ‘FOLLOW’ (YOURS)!!!” ;-) #WORRRRD (to THE WISE)!! ;-) “Be SMART, (WITTY), SPIRITUAL, FUN, AND COOL!!” Now, THAT’S “COOL” (THE BEST way TO BE)!!” ;-) #TRUST me!! :-) I (WAS) gonna TELL (POSTER 12:08) “JUST to INFORM you, (since YOU don’t ‘know’ ME), and I don’t ‘know’ YOU, —> (NEVER) ‘JUDGE’ a BOOK (by ITS COVER)!!” OPEN the FRIGGIN’ BOOK, (AND READ EACH PAGE), like I DO!! K? ;-) lol *smile* #AVID READER!! ;-) lol

    I (WUZZZ) “ALSO” gonna type, —> FONT 12:08, “YOU (don’t) know (MY) STORY, (YOU) CAN’T “FEEL” (MY) PAIN, … WHAT I HAD to ‘ENDURE’ (to GET HERE)!!” (TO GET to THIS PLACE that GOD HAS me), So, DON’T “try” to FIGURE it OUT!;-) “MY WORship, (MY WORship) IS ‘FOR REEEEEEAL’!!” :-) … But, NOW I’ll “SHARE” with you (A LITTLE MORE of my STORY, AND/OR TEST-i-MONY)! ;-) “LIKE ta HEAR it, HERE it GOEZZZ!” ;-) lol
    #TRUE STORY!! I was BORN (a MANY, MANY YEARS ago) lol BORN in (THE SUBURBS)! “SHE WAS RAISED in Illinois, (RIGHT outside of CHICAGO)!” ;-) #ALSO TRUE! … A product of divorce when I was JUST 2, …or 3 years OLD, .. RAISED by MY MOTHER, (WITH my “beloved” maternal GRANDmother’s HELP), WHO KEPT me while my mother WORKED HARD to PROVIDE me with “EVERY” thing that I NEEDED, (AND MOST of what I WANTED), EVEN if I had to WAIT another PAYCHECK, or SO, (BUT MOST of all I was “SPOILED” with LOTS of LOVE)!! :-) SHORTLY after giving BIRTH to me, (MY MOTHER ‘almost’ DIED), so after ‘finally’ getting OUT of “ILLINOIS RESEARCH”, MY GRANDmother KEPT me! I’m jumpin’ THE GUN, HERE! “SORRY!” lol “ANYWAY”, (AFTER we MOVED FROM “GRANNY”‘S HOUSE), after I was A FEW YEARS OLD, my mother, and her SISTER SHARED (A HOUSE)! While living in GRANNY’S HOUSE, BEING a (very smart), OR “PRECOCIOUS” little PIE-faced CUTIE, (I was SPOILED ROTTEN, and “SHOWED OFF” by ALL of my AUNTS, UNCLES, my Mom, AND my GRANDmother, “GRANNY”)! THAT’S what THEY TOLD me! lol But I was a (very) “humble” ONLY child (on MY MOTHER’S side)! Now, on MY DAD’S side, I have A BASKETBALL TEAM of SIBLINGS! lol (In the DOUBLE DIGITS)!! … My BIOLOGICAL “Dad” I haven’t SEEN (since I was 8 years OLD)!! smh! “IKR?!” ..But, “INCIDENTALLY”, THAT was the AGE that THE GOOD LORD, GOD, ABOVE “BLESSED” me with THE HOLY GHOST, or, (The Holy SPIRIT), “WITH the EVIDENCE of SPEAKING in TONGUES)!”.. So, “THANK GOD FOR THAT (GIFT)!!” :-) I can (still) “HEAR” those “ELDERS” in THE CHURCH say, “LOOK (@ THAT BABY ‘PRAISIN’ the LORD) @ SUCH a YOUNG AGE, while I “SHOUTED”! ;-)

    NOW, MY MOTHER met my STEP-father (through MY UNCLE, WHO “VOUCHED” for him), THEY TALKED (for A WHILE), and LATER MARRIED when I was around 8, or 9, AND she MARRIED him when I was around 10! LITTLE did SHE KNOW that HE had LIED to her, and had been INCARCERATED for 9 1/2 YEARS (on “4” COUNTS of MURDER)!! SMH! “IKR?!” HE TOLD her that THE COPS had “PINNED it ON him, (A YOUNG, ‘BLACK’ 17 year old MALE, LIVING in “THE HOOD” of CHICAGO) JUST to “PIN it ON someone, (to CLOSE the CASE)!!” …Which was a (BLATANT) “LIE”!! smh! … “ACTUALLY”, HE had BEEN (in A GANG), … A “ROUGH”, GANG, (back in the 60’s I BELIEVE), and a “rival” GANG USED to SHOOT at HIS gang, (and TRY to KILL HIM, and his GANG members), so, (MY “TRIPLE O.G” DADDY) PROCEEDED to “TRACK them DOWN” … ONE by ONE, (LIKE a HUNTER, hunting ANIMALS), and “MURDERED” ALL that HE COULD, (which was FOUR) that WE ‘KNOW’ of (FOR SURE)!! … IT COULD be MORE, (but I HOPE NOT)!! *SHUDDERS* … IT’S “INTERESTING” that (WHEN I was MUCH YOUNGER), I “ADMIRED” the FACT that my “THUGGISH”, (RUGGISH) BONE-type DADDY (who was LATER DEEMED my “5-O” an ‘ACTUAL’, REAL LIFE “MENACE to SOCIETY), because of HIS DRUG selling ACTIVITIES, (SHOOTOUTS), and ALL sorts of “REVELRY”!! (So, HE was KICKED OUT of ‘SEVERAL’ CITIES, and TOLD (NEVER) to COME BACK, (or HE would ‘NEVER’ taste FREEDOM AGAIN)!! lol
    Yet, I was “PROUD” (that I DIDN’T have no “PUNK” azzzzzz DADDY), and I ‘KNEW’ (even WAY back THEN), THAT HE (WOULD) do (WHATEVER he FELT he HAD to), I mean WHATEVER IT WAS (TO “PROTECT” his “BABY GIRL”/”PRINCESS”), IF (ANYONE) ‘BOTHERED’ me (@ ALLLLL)!! .. So, I (really), really LOVED him as MY DADDY, b/c THIS was the “DADDY” that I could TELL “ACTUALLY” (REALLY), really LOVED ‘HIS’ DAUGHTER, (HIS “PRINCESS”, HIS “BABY GIRL”!!! :-) … SO, THIS was my (BELOVED) “DADDY”, (that “STEPPED IN”, and TOOK the place of my “former” MILITARY guy/TURNED POLICE Detective “DAD”, that I RE-MEM-BER (HEARING YELL @ her), and RE-MEM-ber ‘SEEING’ (him actually HIT my “beloved” MOTHER ‘ONCE’), when I was about 3 years OLD!! SMH! So, WHEN I FLEW OFF the COUCH, and RAN OVER TO MY MOTHER (TO TRY to HIT my DAD, AND ‘HELP’ MY MOTHER), AS IF I, (a 3 year OLD BABY) ‘ACTUALLY’ COULD, (lol), …HE “THREATENED” to “STRING (me) UP (by MY TOENAILS”), IF I didn’t “GET back OVER there on THAT COUCH!!” smh@HIM “THREATENING” (A BABY)!! … “GEE, (REAL TOUGH),’DAAAAAAD’!!” lol SMH AGAIN! … “ANYWAY”, my STEP-father, OR “DADD-Y” WAS THERE (for me), NO matter WHAT, and “STEPPED IN”, (where my “DAD” left OFF), and TREATED (ME) like A “PRINCESS”, (so THAT was what HE CALLED me, “PRINCESS”, and “BABY GIRL”), EVEN AFTER I was “GROWN”, (with 2 CHILDREN of MY OWN)! LOL :-)
    See, (BECAUSE of THE MURDEROUS ‘SPIRITS’ that were IN my DADDY), an “ACTUAL” MURDERER (over MY HEAD), and BECAUSE of HEARING, (AND “WITNESSING”) just a FEW “INCIDENTS” (COMBINED) by BOTH my DAD, and MY DADDY, 1 @ 3, and I @ around 11, (and 1 on MY 13TH BIRTHDAY), which we had to CANCEL my (HUGE) PARTY that was PLANNED (MONTHS EARLIER), … I “LEARNED” to STRIKE (FIRST), when I hear someone HOLLERING (@ me), because I feel “THREATENED”!! “LEARNED” behavior, (when it’s NOT GODLY) SUCKS!! smh!

    “ANYWAY”, MY DAD MOVED us to CHICAGO, (within A YEAR of MARRIAGE), THEN HE started CHEATING on MY MOTHER, in “SHY town”, (where we stayed for A YEAR), CLOSE to MADISON Ave.! I “REMEMBER” those (HUGE) “HOT” PICKLES, those “DELICIOUS” POLISH SAUSAGES, (DELICIOUS PIZZA), and buying (LOTS) of “PENNY CANDY”, (WHICH I REGRETFULLY PAID THE PRICE for), with “FILLINGS” in MY TEETH!! lol smh!

    We went TO CHURCH with HIS PARENTS, since HIS Daddy,(who we called “DAD”) was A PREACHER! And, MY GRANDmother, (HIS MOM), we called “MOM”! lol THEY JUST LOVED me, and I loved THEM!! :-) “R.I.P MOM, AND DAD!!” :-( MAAAANNNN, I SURE do MISS them!! .. THAT is where I started singing in THE CHOIR, (although I had sang MANY “SOLOS” FOR YEARS in my home TOWM), “right OUTside of CHICAGO!!” ;-) I just LOVED “LIFTING UP the name OF JESUS!!” (AND ‘STILL’ DO)!!! :-) What PEOPLE USED to call MY “STEP” GRANDparents, COUSINS, AUNTS, and UNCLE made AB-so-LUTE-ly NO ‘DIFFERENCE’ between MYSELF, and THE REST of MY COUSINS, “THANK GOD”!! :-) So, I (DIDN’T) call them “STEP” (ANYTHING)!! smh@ when (PEOPLE) DO THAT!! .. “ANYWAY”, EVERYONE “ADORED” me, JUST like my entire family (BACK HOME), LESS than AN HOUR AWAY from “SHY TOWN”!! BTW, AS “ROUGH” as CHICAGO IS, I have NO EARTHly IDEA (WHY they CALL Chicago “SHY” TOWN), ‘cuz IT’S (ANYTHING BUT) “SHY”!! LOL!
    “FUNNY!!” What my cousin RE-MIN-DED me OF (WAS that we USED to PLAY with CAREY KELLY), R. Kelly’s BROTHER (way BACK THEN)!! lol NOT R. (HIMSELF), but HIS BROTHER, who was “NICE” to us! :-) AND, (YES), “R. KELLY (DID), and “STILL” (DOES) HAVE SEX (with “UNDERAGE” GIRLS)!! SMH!! :-( “SHAME on you, R-UH!!” .. (smh@ROBERT KELLY)!! I USED to THINK that I was RELATED to R. KELLY, (b/c my GREAT, GREAT GRANDmother’s NAME was THE SAME as R.KELLY’S BROTHER), AND we’re from “UP NORTH”! I HOPE that (THE WRONG PEOPLE WON’T READ this, B/C of the WAY that I TYPE), and (WON’T) know WHO I AM!!!! “I PRAY (IN JESUS’ NAME)!!” …”ALSO”, (ALL CHRISTIANS READING this, PLEASE “STAND in AGREEMENT WITH me, SPIRITUALLY that I WON’T DIVULGE “TOO MUCH” inforMATION), and will (always) REMAIN “COVERED (by THE BLOOD of JESUS)!!” And WON’T hurt (MY DAD’S FEELINGS, if ANYONE READING this KNOWS me, and MY STORY)!! See, MY “BIOLOGICAL” DAD was a (FAMOUS) SINGER throughOUT the MIDWEST area, (and even got A COUPLE of, “RECOGNITIONS” by “HIGHER-UPS”)! So, THAT’S why I’m (so INTERESTED in the area of “ENTERTAINMENT”), although, what I (DIDN’T) “REALIZE” (until I GOT MUCH OLDER), that IT (could) “ACTUALLY” (ENTER you), AND “CONTAIN” you!! THOSE “SPIRITS” CAN!! :-( “NOTICE” that (MOST) “entertainers” have BEEN (THROUGH HELL), AND BACK!! They’ve been “ABANDONED”, (ABUSED), BE it: “SEXUALLY”, (VERBALLY), “MENTALLY”, (AND, or “EMOTIONALLY”)!! “ALWAYS RE-MEM-ber THAT!!” ;-)
    I BELIEVE (in MY HEART) that MY DADDY, the “TRIPLE O.G” MOVED us BACK to where we CAME FROM, (a LITTLE city “RIGHT OUTSIDE of CHICAAAAAAAGO)” ;-) , BECAUSE HE was “CHEATING” on my mother (WITH a young, “TRASHY” chick, that lived DOWNSTAIRS)!! MY mother WAS, (AND STILL IS) VERY “ELEGANT”, (AND VERY, “CLASSY”), like MY GRANDMOTHER WAS, (MINUS THE “CURSING”), or as LOTS of PEOPLE SAY, “CUSSIN’!” lol I “honestly” (DIDN’T) KNOW (what ROACHES WERE) until I went DOWNSTAIRS WITH him to SAID “SIDE chick’s” HOUSE, who I’ll call “S.C”! LOL! While they PLAYED “SPADES”, and SMOKED those (STINKIN’) CIGARETTES, (AND WEED), and DRANK that (NASTY) ol’ BEER, I “ROACH WATCHED”, (and REMAINED “FROZEN” IN FEAR of what a “ROACH” could DO to me)!! LMBBO!! (LAUGHIN’ MY BLACK BUTT OFF)!! LOL! I mean, THIS (YOUNG) chick, WHO LIVED with HER MOTHER, (and had about 2, or 3 KIDS), “ROACHES”, and a “TOE UP” APARTMENT, WAS what I call, “McNAAAAAAAAAS-TYYYYY”!! LOL! SMH!! I mean, it was (REALLY), REALLY “TORN UP”, (like a TORNADOE had HIT her PLACE)!! lol SMH AGAIN!! I SAW where SOMEONE had “TRIED” TO SWEEP, and had SWEPT “PART of” THE TRASH in a PILE (in THE MIDDLE of THE FLOOR), which had DIRT, POTATO chips BAGS, and even HARD, (DRIED up) BREAD, (covered in DIRT) in THE PILE of TRASH!! LMBBO!! SMH! “UUUGGGHHH!!” …(BARF CITY)!! lol

    “ANYWAY”, he MOVED us BACK “HOME”, (where we lived PRIOR to MOVING to CHICAGO), AND, THE “CHEATING” RESUMED, (with yet, ANOTHER “TRIFLIN'” FEMALE)!! smh!! lol@ME! THIS particular “SIDE CHICK”, (OR S.C), that USED to WALK (OUTSIDE in her HOUSESHOES), with ROLLERS in HER HAIR, (in her ROBE) to get her WELFARE CHECK, (AND OTHER mail), GOT BOLD, (and starting CALLING OUR HOUSE), so I TOLD my MOTHER that he had taken ME (OVER to SAID “SIDE chick’s” APARTMENT), WHICH was LOCATED (IN THE PROJECTS)! “S.C’s” PROJECT was like (A “NIGHTMARE ON ELM STREET”) TO ME!! LMBBO!! I have OCD (TO THIS DAY), and keep an “IMMACULATE” PLACE (BECAUSE of these 2 “S.C’S)!! LOL WELL, THAT and THE FACT that I grew UP with MY MOTHER (WASHING WALLS), taking DOWN CURTAINS, and washing THEM, washing (AND WAXING) OUR FLOORS, and EVEN SCRUBBING (IMAGINARY DIRT) from BASEBOARDS!!! “DARN IT, MA!!!” (WHY with the “EXCESSIVE” OCD WAYS) did YOU PASS (THAT on down TO ME)?!?! smh! lol SEE, THOSE 2 “S.C’S” (NEVER) DID THAT, (or ANYTHING CLOSE)!! lol THE FIRST “S.C”‘s APARTMENT, was (EVERY level OF “FILTHY”) that I had ‘EVER’ SEEN (in my ENTIRE LIFE)!! …INFESTED with ROACHES (FALLING from THE CEILING)!! SMH! (EXCUSE me, MY STOMACH JUST ‘TURNED’)!! “REAL TALK!!” …”LORD KNOWZZZZZZZ that I am (NOT) LYING!!”.. I mean, (even THE WALLS “STANK”), and SMELLED “DIRTY”, AND “DUSTY”, (IMAGINE THAT)!! THE FLOORboards EVEN “STANK!!” SMH!! IT was “SICKENING”!! (MY NOSE BURNED with A “PUNGENT” SMELL), and even MY EYES, (AND SKIN) ITCHED!! …I GUESS my DADDY’S (nearly) DECADE LONG STAY in “THE BIG House” made him feel (QUITE) “COMFORTABLE” being AROUND “FILTH”, ..(ALTHOUGH OUR house was “IMMACULATE”, AS was MY GRANDmother’s HOME, AS WELL as HIS parents APARTMENT WAS)!!
    I mean, “JUST BECAUSE” one LIVES (in THE PROJECTS), or what FOLKS CALL, “THE BRICKS” (DOESN’T) mean that you HAVE to be a “NASTY”, (FILTHY), “TRIFLIN'”, or (TRIFLING) PERSON!! “O-KAAAAY???” SMH!! “UUUGGGHHH!!” JUST WRITING ABOUT it is TAKIN’ me BACK, and I can SMELL their “FILTH”, AND I’m ITCHING, (although I DON’T WANT to)!! lol NOW, THAT (COULD) be CONSIDERED “CRACKhead” BEHAVIOR, (WHICH I am NOT)!! But, THAT WAS FUNNY!! lol I HAVE “OBSERVED” (CRACKHEADS), BEING that I have RELATIVES that ARE, (OR WERE) ON CRACK, (AS were SOME of MY “EXES”), WHO HID it FROM me!! But, DON’T WORRY, cuz HONEY, (I “NIPPED” THAT in THE BUDDDD when I “DISCOVERED” their ADDICTIVE behaviors)!! I wasn’t gonna have THAT around ME, (OR my KIDS)!! ESPECIALLY MY KIDS!!
    “ANYWAY”, my mother had to give me (2) BATHS (THE NIGHT) that my Daddy brought me BACK (FROM THE 2ND “S.c’s” PLACE), and MY MOTHER TOLD me, “BABY, YOU STINK!!” (WHY)?? lol So, I (EXPEDITIOUSLY) PROCEEDED to “DESCRIBE” to her (IN FULL DETAIL) “S.C’s” PLACE, and WHERE HE TOOK me to, (to my SHEER HORROR)!! LMBBO!! I mean, I was (LITERALLY) “TRAUMATIZED” ..(BY SUCH FILTH)!! LMBBO!! So, MY MOTHER TOLD me to “GO take A BATH, (AND WASH my hair”), … I DID, and THAT (HORRIBLE) SMELL was STILL (ON my “DELICATE”, MOCHA brown SKIN), ;-) So, I HAD to take (YET, ANOTHER BATH), and (THEIR “PUNGENT” HOUSE SMELL) was “STILL” (IN MY HAIR)!! SMH!! So, MY MOTHER had to WASH my hair (TWICE), JUST to get the SCENT, I mean, (THE ODOR from SIDE chick, BKA: “S.C'” APARTMENT) OUT of MY CLOTHES, AND HAIR!! lol SMH (AGAIN)!!
    *IN my (DRAMATIC) Wendy WILLIAM “HOT TOPIC” VOICE* .. *MOVING FORWARD on the SIDE of MY BED* (WHISPERING to you), “Come CLOSER”! lol *whispering FAST* Ok, MY MOTHER “CONFRONTED” MY “THUG” of A DADDY (VERBALLY), about HIS “SIIIIIIDE CHICK”, …THEN I “WITNESSED” my (TRIPLE O.G) STEPfather, who I called “DADDY” try TO KILL my mother, (by trying TO SMOTHER her with A PILLOW)!! smh! I walked (PAST my WHITE, “FRENCH PROVERBIAL” BEDroom SUITE, which THE BORDERS OF it were TRIMMED in GOLD), a GOLD (COLOR), NOT THE REAL THING, “GOLD”!! ;-) lol .. I walked PAST my GOLD “DOUGHnut-shaped” PHONE (ON the DRESSER), AND RAN into my walk-in CLOSET, (which separated MY room from THEIRS)!! ..MY DADDY had FORGOTTEN to LOCK their BEDROOM DOOR, (which on the other SIDE was my WALK-in-CLOSET), SO, I ran THROUGH my WALK-in-CLOSER, (OPENED the “ADJOINING” DOOR), and RAN into THEIR room, (and started YELLING, “DADDY, STOP it, STOPPPP it, (RIGHT NOW)!!!!” ..”LEAVE my MOTHER ALONE!!!”…”STOP!!” …(THAT’S when I can “FIRST” RECALL … A RAGE within ME)!! I wanted to ..WELL, (I WON’T SAY, or TYPE HERE)!! lol You never know (WHO) is “ACTUALLY” READING it!! ;-) .. “ANYWAY”, MY DADDY saw me CRYING, (AND THAT LOOK that HE had when HE would GET MAD), and STOPPED “DEAD (in HIS TRACKS”), yet PROCEED (TO SAY to MY MOTHER), “IF it WASN’T for MY “BABYGIRL”, (MY “PRINCESS”), STANDIN’ right HERE), YOU’D be, YOU’D be, YOU’D BE DEAD!!!!!” ..I SHUDDERED @ HIS WORDS, (‘and’ THE THOUGHT)!!!

    See, MY INTENTION was to RUN OVER (to TRY to HELP my MOTHER), “AND STOP HIM!!”, ..”HOWEVER”, He GOT OFF of her “WILLINGLY”, (BEFORE I GOT to him), because I was RIIIIGHT THERE, (LOOKIN’ like “LIZZIE BORDEN”) on dat TAZZZZZZ!! LMBBO!! ME, (HIS “BABY GIRL”/HIS “PRINCESS”)!! MY “FURY”, (COUPLED with MY DISAPPOINTMENT IN him) CAUSED to LEAVE the HOUSE (to “COOL OFF”)! …”IRONICALLY”, he had a COURT date ‘already’ SCHEDULED (for THE NEXT MORNING), for doing SOMETHING ELSE “WRONG”, so THAT was “GOLDEN TICKET”, (our OPPORTUNITY TO DO what I call … A “HARRIET TUBMAN”, AND “FLEE” THE CITY), and go FAR AWAY, (DOWN SOUTH), as we CALL it!! lol WE HAD to “FLEE”, (so that MY MOTHER could BE “SAFE”), so WE LEFT an “ENTIRE” (3 BEDROOM HOUSE FULL of FURNITURE)!! A “HOUSE”, (NOT an APARTMENT), “however”, I found OUT (11 years LATER, after BEING “STALKED” by my youngest son’s DADDY), AFTER I BROKE UP with him, THAT leaving EVEN (AN APARTMENT of “NEW” FURNITURE), INCLUDING: A WASHER, DRYER, (DEEP FREEZER), and MY KIDS’ “BRAND NEW” BUNK-beds was BAD ENOUGH!! smh!!.. So, THAT is why “MATERIAL THINGS” MEAN (NOTHING) to me!! B/c I have HAD (SOME of THE BEST), ..”EXPENSIVE” (THINGS), ..LOST it, HAD it (AGAIN), .. LOST it, HAD it, (WHATEVER)!! lol

    “ANYWAY”, (11 years PRIOR to me BEING “STALKED”), and there were NO “STALKING” LAWS (BACK THEN), we LEFT EVERY “THING”, (AND “PERSON” that WE LOVED, so that MY MOM could BE SAFE, AWAY from MY DADDY), as I STATED!! We did a “HARRIET TUBMAN”, (FLED to SAFETY), “LIKE” (FUGITIVES), and STARTED OVER again, 14 hours AWAY, (BY GREYHOUND BUS), THAT IS, and moved HERE, (“DOWN SOUTH”)! I SAY, (OR TYPE) ALL of THAT, to SAY, (or TYPE) ALL of THIS, FOR (FUTURE) RE-FER-EN-CES, (lol) …”WHAT (A FONT) has TO “TYPE” (TO me), or THINK, or SAY ABOUT me “ONLINE”), lol … AND/OR, what (ANYONE), EVEN someone (IN PERSON) has TO SAY (about ME), IS “CHILD’S Play!!” ;-) lol “CAUSE, I GO (HARRRRRRRRRD) IN the PAINT!!” ;-) LOL! .. And, I’LL “address” THAT “ANONYMOUS” (FONT) in a few MINUTES! OH, “NEVERMIIIIND!!” (SORRY, 12:08)!! “OOPS!!” I just READ where I had typed that (A COUPLE of TIMES), I guess! “MY baaaaaaadddd!” SMH(@ME)!

    JUST (SKIP OVER) THIS part, (where “OBVIOUSLY” I MUST have CUT, and PASTED), or “COPIED”, ?? “I have ‘NEVER’ SMOKED, (GAZED upon), EXCEPT for ON T.V, and I (DON’T) even SMOKE ‘WEED’, (LET ALONE CIGARETTES)!!” lol So, (once AGAIN), “SORRY”! (I apologize) FOR THAT! But, CHIIILE, THAT DID “OFFEND” me (WHEN I FIRST READ it, THAT IS)!! I was like, “FONT, you (DON’T KNOW) ME!!” lol *smile*

    See, THERE (IS) A REASON that I TYPE (like THIS)! And, “ACTUALLY”, I (don’t) even LIKE it MYSELF!! :-( See, I was in a “NEAR-FATAL CAR wreck, (and “SUFFERED” from A CONCUSSION), “and almost DIED, when THAT TRUCK HIT me”, and TOTALLED my brand new CAR (that I had just bought 5 months PRIOR to THE FIRST wreck)! ..”THAT was (ONLY) A MATERIAL “thing”, though, (AND GOD “BLESSED” me with an EVEN NEWER once)! ;-) …But, IT’S GONE, and I’M “STILL” HERE, (17 years LATER), “HEYYYYYYYY!!!” lol “PRAISE (THE LORD)!!” :-)
    “THANK GOD (ABOVE)!!!” :-) I bought ANOTHER car shortly thereafter, THEN, I was REAR-ENDED in IT (TWO times) in the same YEAR!! SMH! …HIT “3” times in ’96, (within a 4 MONTH PERIOD of TIME)! SMH! …ONCE in the car that was TOTALLED, AND “3” times (in my even newer car), making it be 4 times being HIT (altogether) in 1 YEAR!! smh!! THAT LAST time, (TIME #4) was in the summer of ’97, when I was “rear-ended” (for the 2ND time in A YEAR), making it (1 “NEAR-FATAL” CAR wreck), …2 “FENDER BENDERS”, and 1 BAD WRECK, (HIT from BEHIND “REALLY” HARD, RE-INJURING “my NECK, AND MY BACK”), AFTER taking 1 of our ASSOCIATE Ministers TO PRAY for A FRIEND of mine “that was PARALYZED”, (AND THAT time, BOTH of MY KIDS were IN the car WITH me)!! :-( BTW, my (ELDEST) son was MURDERED (8 YEARS ago), “SHOT (6) TIMES!!” SMH! He was “ASSASSINATED” (WORSE than BOTH MLK, AND JFK)PUT TOGETHER!! “GRRRR!!” But, “THANK GOD” that (THE “TRIGGER MAN” GOT “LIFE”, PLUS 11 YEARS), and the MAN that gave the “TRIGGER man” THE “SAWED OFF SHOT GUN “PLEA Bargained” to (15) YEARS!! He “MIGHT” even BE OUT of PRISON (BY NOW), but, I HOPE, (AND PRAY) that HE’S NOT!! ..

    So, AFTER GOING (thru) ALLLLL of THAT, YES, “I PACK (LIKE MADEA)!!” ;-) LOL!
    (FAQ), YES, I “STILL” DRIVE to THIS DAY!! ;-) lol I’ve HEARD that I’m “very COURAGEOUS”, (and I do AGREE)!! *smile* I say, “IF you fall OFF a horse, (PER SE’), just get BACK ON, and TRY AGAIN, until you are COOL AGAIN!!” ;-) “PRAISE GOD that (GOD) SAVED me from the JAWS of DEATH”, (using “the jaws OF LIFE”), when the paramedics HAD to DO an “EXTRICATION”, (by cutting off the DOORS OFF of my car), TO “RESCUE” me!! “HOWEVER”, although (THE PARAMEDICS) what FOLKS call “RESCUED” me, (GOD) was “REALLY” (THE ONE) THAT DID!! :-) “GET IT!!” ;-)

    Another (FAQ), “HOW do you GET (OVER) the LOSS of LOSING a CHILD??” … (MY) answer, “From (A HUMAN perspective), because I’m (PART FLESH, ‘AND’ PART SPIRIT)!! ;-) :-) …YOU DON’T (EVER) “GET O-ver” YOUR CHILD being “MURDERED”, (LITERALLY gunned DOWN)!!!..’HOWEVER’, (from A SPIRITUAL perspective), you get “THRU” it, (with CHRIST, JESUS’ HELP, (AND, the hope IN Him), that “THROUGH FAITH”, I’ll ‘SEE’ him (AGAIN) “IN HEAVEN!!” :-) And, THAT’S what you’re SUPPOSED to HOLD ON to, …THE FAITH!! :-)

    SO, (NOW) I can “NIX”, or (86) THIS part, —> To THE “FONT” that IMPLIED that I’m ON CRACK (because of the WAY that I TYPE) can KISS where THE SUN (DON’T) SHINE, or “KISS my GRITS!!” lol@those OLD SAYINGS! lol On second thought, DON’T!! HECK, (you MIGHT be a FEmale FONT, and I’M ‘STRAIGHT’), so, just “go take A HIKE”, FONT! lol NOW, “Take THAT, take THAT, take THAT” (FONT)! lol *THINKING* “NO”, (THAT was THE FLESH)! :-( “SORRY, LORD”, (and SORRY to YOU, ‘TOO’ POSTER 12:08)!! I set a (poor) EXAMPLE of BEING a BELIEVER in GOD (ABOVE), AND JESUS!! :-( .. “SATAN, GET thee (BEHIND) me, in the NAME of JESUS”, (Christ), MY LORD, AND SAVIOR!! .. *ASHAMED*

    MY TEXT on HSK (WOULDN’T) let my WORDS MOVE, (and just FROZE), so I was “COPYING, (AND PASTING), and “CUTTING, (AND PASTING”), so, “SORRY”, I got LOST here! lol SMH! .. THIS is the part that DIDN’T “FREEZE”, I DIDN’T COME here to: be “insulted”, (NOR to INSULT), be “provoked” to anger, OR be “cursed OUT”, or be DRAGGED into “BANTERING” BACK and forth (with someone on the OTHER SIDE of a COMPUTER screen)! lol PLEASE, “CAN’T we (ALLLLLLL) just GET ALONG??” :-) R.I.P (to Rodney KING)! THAT’S why I only READ HSK’s stories, AND COMMENTS (for about 5 YEARS) PRIOR to me EVEN POSTING!! lol See, I “LEARNED” some things that I DIDN’T know (from READING THE INTELLIGENT COMMENTS ON HERE, OF COURSE), and, THE “WITTY” posts on here had me LMBBO!! lol SO, “THANKS” for THAT!! :-) I was going THROUGH (my son’s MURDER TRIAL), and I “NEEDED” (THOSE LAUGHS), TO SAY the LEAST!!! 5 years PRIOR to MY SON getting KILLED, (MY GRANDmother PASSED AWAY)!! :-( “R.I.P”, (GRANNY)!! …

    Did I MENTION that I was “STALKED” (by my youngest son’s DADDY), and DECIDED to leave (THE STATE), and go BACK to ILLINOIS, (which I HATED, b/c I had already become “ACCLIMATED” to where I live NOW, …”DOWN SOUTH”)?? I FORGOT, and DON’T want TO RE-READ (ALL that I’ve TYPED)! lol So, SORRY for (ANY, and ALL TYPOS)!! … Did I type that I “HATED” to LEAVE (from DOWN here), because I GRADUATED from SCHOOL HERE, MARRIED here, DIVORCED here, lol “NO more ‘UNDERCOVER’, WORKING, or EVEN NON working DRUG users (FOR THIS “NON user), IN JESUS’ HOLY name!!” :-) MY “SWEETIE Pie” that I have NOW “CATERS” to me!! :-) :-) MAYBE his 6’3, 240 pound BUTT HEARD (about ME), and DIDN’T WANT me TO “KICK his BUTT??” ;-) lol J/k? .. LOL! *smile*
    …But, “ANYWAY”, I WORKED here, attended CHURCH here, made LOTS of FRIENDS here, EVERYTHING! And, (AFTER 2 1/2 years) since moving AWAY (from my “FORMER” STALKER), MY “EX”, (who was NOT “ALLOWED” to SEE our SON, ’til he WAS GROWN)!! … “BOOOOOOOM”, (WE had A GAS EXPLOSION) “UP NORTH”, THAT “SHOOK” (OUR building), but “DEMOLISHED” the building (DIRECTLY BEHIND ours), with people UNDER it), :-( and THE MAN from THE GAS company that CAME to CHECK for a GAS LEAK, (because I had a GAS leak in MY APARTMENT), and was BEING “POISONED” (BY CARBON MONOXIDE)!! …HE came, AFTER I CALLED (THE OFFICE of our APARTMENTS), and THEY CAME, and SAID to me, “YOU have (A SMALL gas LEAK)!!” …NO WONDER I was “EXHAUSTED” (JUST WALKING my “LATE” SON TO SCHOOL) “ACROSS the STREE”, (when he was YOUNGER)!! smh! THE GAS company SENT A MAN OUT (to go UNDERGROUND, AND ‘CHECK’ FOR GAS leaks), and THIS dude, “accidentally” LIT a CIGARETTE UNDER THERE, and “BOOOOOOOOOOOM”, BLEW himself UP!! :-( “R.I.P”, (man)!! So, SINCE it was (SUCH) a “CLOSE” CALL, my family, and I came RIGHT back DOWN HERE), because ONE night (AFTER THE GAS EXPLOSION), MY MOTHER, (who lived A STREET OVER), in THE SAME APARTMENTS, and I were SLEEP, (THOUGHT WE HEARD A quieter “BOOOOM” in OUR SLEEP), and “WITH THE QUICKNESS!!” ;-) SHE, and I BOTH (PACKED UP), AND LEFT EVERY (thing) AGAIN, like I DID after THAT “IDIOT” (of AN EX) STALKED me 2 1/2 YEARS PRIOR, (because I broke UP WITH him), and HIS “PARANOID”, (CRAZY) BUTT “THOUGHT” that (THE REASON) that I BROKE UP with him was BECAUSE of A FRIEND (of his) that USED to ‘TRY’ TO TALK to me!!! SMH! But, I “SHUT HIM (ALLLL) the way DOWWWNNN!!” lol I (don’t) DO “DRUG” dealers, (and NEVER DID)!! I had NOT only (MY KID’S SAFETY) TO THINK about, (BUT, MY OWN), “TOO!!” SO, THAT “CRAZY”, (PARANOID) THOUGHT of his was “MOST DEFINITELY (OUT of THE QUESTION)!!”
    ….”PLUS”, (I don’t “DO” FAMILIES, NOR do I do MY MAN’S FRIENDS)!! THAT (NOTION) WAS (ABSOLUTE) “NONSENSE!!” …The “FOOO” even FOLLOWED me (TO CHURCH, CHOIR rehearsal, BIBLE Study), EVERYWHERE!! But, he TOOK the CAKE FOLLOWING me TO WORK, (THREATENING to KILL me), and even STAYING (on THE OUTSIDE of MY JOB in an “AFFLUENT” NEIGHBORHOOD), ’til THE COPS CAME, (THEN THE “FOOO” would SPEED OFF), LIKE an INDY 500 RACE car DRIVER!! lol smh! SEE, HE WAS, (and IS A MECHANIC), so he had what they call (A “SOUPED UP”) ENGINE!! … He “THREATENED” me (VERBALLY) ALL THE TIME, so I SAID to him, “WHAT IF you SHOOT (1 of MY KIDS)?!?! …”NEGRO, I’LLLLLL K*LLLLLLL you!!!!” ..HE was like, “WHATEVER”!!…SORT of like, “OOPS” (IF my KIDS were WITH me and “JUST HAPPENED” to GET HIT)!! SMH!! AND, THEY were (ONLY) 5 1/2 months, and LIKE, 5 years OLD !! SMH! SO, SHOULD they “JUST HAPPEN” to BE there, he said, “OH, WELL!!”

    So, THAT’S why I LEFT (a HOUSE FULL of “new” FURNITURE), like when MY MOTHER, and I first left ILLINOIS, (11 years EARLIER), for HER SAFETY!! So, being RAISED by MY DADDY, (THE TRIPLE O.G), who I got (GANGSTA side FROM, ;-) Forget “Busta RHYMES”, I (was) GOING to “BUSTA-BUSTA-CAP-a” (IN my STALKING “EX’s” AZZZZZZZZ), “PERSONALLY”, (INSTEAD of “SIMPLY” makin’ ONE CALL to MY DADDY), and lettin’ HIM, &/OR HIS (REAL LIFE “GOON” SQUAD ride (6 cars DEEP), ..4 “NINJAS” (per CAR) RIDE DOWN here (FROM “UP NORTH”) DOWN SOUTH, (AND “HANDLE” dat DRUNK “SUCKAAAA”)!! ;-) I (DIDN’T) know (ANYTHING) about “WORKING ALCOHOLICS” (AT THE TIME)!! I “THOUGHT” that (ALL) alcoHOLICS just (SAT AROUNNNNND ALLLL DAY, AND GOT DRUNK)!! lol
    “ANYWAY”, THANK GOD that I GOT MY (SPIRITUAL) side, FROM (MY MOTHER)!! :-) “I GET it (from MY MAMA)!!” ;-) lol

    IN CLOSING, PEOPLE (REALLY) DO “NEED” to “BE CAREFUL” (WHO they STEP to), or TRY to “PROVOKE”, (’cause MOST of us “OLD HEADS” (DON’T) “PLAY” (with people)!! “SHOOOOOOOT”, ;-) lol …While YOU’RE ARGUING, HECK, MOST of us WILL: go (STRAIGHT IN on A “NINJA”), “WITH THE QUICKNESS”, will: “SET It OFF” (like ON THE MOVIE), ;-) lol …”GO OFF”, and WREAK HAVOC (on A “NINJA’S AZZZZ)!! And, ALTHOUGH my Daddy “MADE” me LEARN how to FIGHT (VERY WELL), and KNOW “PRESSURE POINTS”, (LIKE HOW TO “BUST” someone’s NOSE), AND DO them IN, ;-) I’LL “let” (VENGEANCE) be THE LORD’S!! …”VENGEANCE IS MINE, SAID (THE LORD)!!” .. And, Although I KNOW (HOW) to DO “SUM” (MAAA-jor) DAMAGE, I “honestly” PREFER (NOT to)!! “PEOPLE, LET (me) STAY “SAVED”, PLEASE!!” ;-) lol

    SHOOOOT, THE ONLY REASON that I DIDN’T go “RAT-a-TAT-TAT” on a “NINJA’S” AZZZZ is BECAUSE MY MOTHER BEGGED me (EVERY DAY) for several MONTHS to “MOVE BACK HOME (to ILLINOIS”) until he GOT OVER me, (so I wouldn’t END up IN PRISON, and NOT be ‘ABLE’ to RAISE my KIDS)!! So, (THANK GOD IN HEAVE ABOVE) that I “LISTENED” (TO The Holy SPIRIT), :-) :-) …He OVERRULED (that EVIL spirit that ‘WAS’ WITHIN me AT the TIME), THAT WANTED me to “MURK”, or “MERK” MY EX)!! sp? lol@HOW to SPELL that! lol DAT 1-8-7! Well, I WASN’T “PLANNING” on (KILLIN’ him), but by HIM “THREATENING” to KILL ME, (AND MY CHILDREN), MY EMOTIONS (WOULD have PROBABLY gotten “OUT of HAND” UNINTENTIONALLY! (SECONDLY), I listened (TO MY MOTHER)! :-)

    “People, (ALWAYS) THINK (BEFORE) you LEAP!!” …”The LIFE you SAVE may VERY well BE (YOUR OWN)!!!” … (TRUST ME)!! ;-) “MESSaaaaaaaaaaaaaage!!” ;-) *smile* See, I (COULD) have ended UP “doin’ TIME” (for bein’ a SERIAL killer BACK THEN), IF I WENT TO PRISON (FOR “MERKIN'” HIM), MY “STALKER” (BACK THEN)!! CUZ, IF he would have (EVER) HIT me, I (WAS) gon’ GO “BUST” him!! ;-) I had already BUSTED his nose, and made it BLEED for about 45 minutes STRAIGHT (BECAUSE HE CALLED me A “BITCH”!! :-) LOL! I was LIKE, “OHHH, (so you’re CALLING me a FEMALE ‘DOG’), HUH?!?!” So, I “BUSTED” him (in the NOSE) with THE BONE part of MY HAND!! LOL! ;-) Honey, HE was SCARED (HALF to DEATH), b/c BOTH of us ‘actually’ THOUGHT that HE was gon’ HEMORRHAGE (to DEATH)!! I was like, “OOPS, (MYYYY BAAAAAD), BUT YOU ‘SHOULDN’T’ HAVE CALLED me A ‘BITCH’!!” ..”I (DONE) TOLLLLLD YOUUUUUUU!!” LOL! (I “WARNED” him WHEN WE FIRST GOT TOGETHER of MY “HELLACIOUS” TEMPER)!! ;-)

    Honey, MY EYES GOT BIG, (‘cuz I “THOUGHT” THAT HE was GONNA call 5-O, and “ACTUALLY” PRESS CHARGES)!! I had been (SO MAAAADDDD), lol@”MAAADDD”, (that I THOUGHT that I was goin’ TO JAIL THAT night), AND “ALSO” on ONE other OCCASION when he “actually” had THE AUDACITY (to “GO there” AGAIN)!! HE “SPEWED” (YOU “BATCH”)!! lol “CLOSE ENOUGH, NINJA!!!” lol WHERE I’M FROM, HONEY, THAT’S (A FIGHTIN’ word), so, I (SIMPLY) “KUT” ‘em (THAT TIME)!! ;-) LOL! … NOT (REAL BAD, though)! lol I JUST ALMOST “kut” HIZ THUMB (OFF), and he’s A MECHANIC, (that needs ALL of his FINGERS, AND BOTH thumbs TO WORK on CARS)!! ;-) LOL!
    “THANK GOD” that his 6’3, (265) pound BUTT DIDN’T CALL “5-O” on me, so I DIDN’T HAVE to go to “THE CLINKER”, …(THE SLAMMER), OR “THE JOINT”!!! :-) :-) :-) , (‘CUZ I’m “TOO SEXY” FOR JAIL, AND/OR PRISON), BABY!!! ;-) AND, ANY “DYKES” I’d HAVE to …”HUNT them DOWWWWN, (ONNNNE, BY ONNNNE), and, well YOU “get” THE POINT!! I wouldn’t have (EVERRRRR) gotten OUT!! .. “BUT, THANK (GOD) FOR ‘FAVOR’!!!” :-) :-) AND, THANK (MY “EX”) for NOT callin’ 5-O!! :-) :-) lol “5-O”, AS in “PO-PO”, (THE FUZZ), “THE FLATfoots”, lol .. (NOT “50 CENT”, THE RAPPER, Curtis JACKSON)!! ;-) LOL!

    I’M PRAYING that (ONE day SOON), I’ll “MANAGE” (MY ANGER), WHEN “PROVOKED”!! .. “PLEASE”, (BELIEVERS), PRAY for me, CUZ, (RIGHT NOW), IF I feel “THREATENED”, I “WHOOP butt (FIRST), and take NAMES (LATER)!!” ;-) lol So, IF some FONT wants to “GO THERE”, let me just INFORM you that I just HAPPENED to have GRADUATED (with “STRAIGHT A’S”), made The HONOR Society, (AND) “WHO’S WHO In AMERICA”, and am “CONSIDERED” (A FEW I.Q points AWAY from BEING A “GENIUS”)!! lol “REAL TALK!!” #TRUTH!! *smile* SO, (AS you CAN TELL), I am very “VERBOSE”, (THEREFORE, I can TELL you that I WON’T ‘EV-errrr’ run OUT of WORDS TO “RETORT” BACK)!!! lol And I DON’T even HAVE to “CURSE” someone OUT to SAY what IIII HAVE to SAY!! ;-) lol I am (quite) CAPABLE of USING MY WORDS, HONEY, HONEY!! :) BTW, I (wasn’t) BRAGGING, I was JS (I was JUST SAYING), OR “TYPING” that I’m NOT: CRAZY, “ON CRACK”, NOR have I (EVER) been CONSIDERED, or CALLED SLOW! lol *Just INFORMING you!* ;-) *smile*
    “SO SORRY for this SUPER LONG POST”, but, I “felt” OFFENDED (BEFORE I GOT INTO THE “CRUX” of MY POST), so, PLEASE FORGIVE ME, (and I’ll forgive YOUR offense)! And, even IF (YOU DON’T), I “STILL” FOR-GIVE (YOUR post), 12:08!! :-) You may (NOT) have “REALLY” even MEANT (any) HARM!! And, I HOPE that (YOU DIDN’T)! *smile* See, I CAME here TO READ, LAUGH, POST, (LEARN FROM you) SOME THINGS (that I DON’T know), and “SHARE”, (AND/or “IMPART” WISDOM about the THINGS I DO know), BE it VIA “The HOLY SPIRIT”, AND/or (THROUGH LIFE “EXPERIENCES”)!! “SEE??” *smile*
    “LASTLY”, P.S, please EXCUSE any, (AND ALL) TYPOS of mine! I “HATE” TYPOS! lol Although I REALIZED (LONG AGO) that “THERE’S NONE PERFECT, (BUT ONE)!!” ..JESUS CHRIST, (AND GOD, THE FATHER)!! “I, (TWO ARE ONE)!!” :-) So, LET’S just (ALLLLLL) “get ALONG”, b/c THAT is (MY) “PREFERENCE”!! :-) And, I’m TOO OLD (to BE a “GANGSTA”-type CHICK)!! ;-) lol So, LET’S (KEEP) it “BREEZY”, (SHALL WE)??;-) *smile*

    GBU (ALL)!! :-) “PEACE!” It’s 6 somethin’ (IN THE MORNING), and I HAVE CHURCH (THIS MORNING) AT 11!! “LORD, HELP me!!” ;-) “GOOD NIGHT ALLLLL!!” lol Or, “GOOD DAY!!” TtyL! “TYPE to (you) LATER!” ;-) lol *smile*
    ZZZZZzzzzzz…..”I’M OUT!!” lol

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    ANONYMOUSCHICK414 Reply:

    DAAAANG, JC!! “OOPS”, I MEANT to send (THE LONG POST to someone ELSE), and ONLY the part (TO YOU) stating that I DID have “a VALID POINT”, and TO THANK (you) for “SEEING” (that)!! *smile* That means (A LOT) to me, b/c ONE of MY PET PEEVES is (NOT being “UN-der-STOOD”)!! :-(

    YOU SEEM “NICE” enough TO TYPE to, though, “SO FAR”!! (I THINK)! lol *smile*
    MY FIRST (CYBER) FRIEND in the 6 YEARS that I have been READING HSK!! (??) lol *smile* “WOWWW”, I (finally OPENED UP), and ‘TOOK a CHANCE’ and TYPE (DIRECTLY TO SOMEone), w/o FEARING “LOSING my RELIGION”, (by gettin’ INTO it VIA TEXT), cuz SOMEONE “STARTED” (WITH me), and GOT SMART w/me, “PROVOKING me TO ANGER!!” smh! lol

    While (GOING “THRU” HELL), AND BACK, B/C of MY “eldest” SON getting MURDERED, (I JUST DIDN’T POST), b/C I (was) “VERY” ANGRY!! ..I’m NOT, (NOW), and FORGAVE (BOTH) of HIS KILLERS (EARLY ON)!! I’m just an EXCITED type of PERSON, (or “HIGH STRUNG”), and THE Holy SPIRIT TOLD me YEARS AGO!!

    I’M SURE that it’s (BECAUSE of) my “TRAUMATIC” PAST!! And, B/C of THAT, I am (NOT) the MOST “TRUSTING” PERSON that THERE IS!!! lol “HOWEVER”, PEOPLE that (are) “NICE” (TO ME), I’m ‘ALWAYS’ (MORE than HAPPY) to TREAT with THE (UTMOST) “RESPECT!!” :-)

    The people that AREN’T “NICE” (to me), I’ma just COVER my LAPTOP UP (WITH CLEAR PLAStic), and DOUSE LOTS of “HOLY water” (TOWARD THEIR FONTS) VIA my LAPTOP!! LMBBO!! ;-) Cuz, “ACTUALLY”, I HATE (to HEAR, OR READ “FOUL” LANGUAGE)!!..I’M like, PEOPLE, (“USE) your WORDS”, (AND “EXPRESS” yourselves LIKE ME)!! LMBBO!! ;-)

    TtYl! *smile* …*BEING “FACETIOUS”!! ;-) lol *smile*

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    IloveJC Reply:

    Bless you, sister. Keep on praising Him.

    Anonymous Reply:

    Crack is whack

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    Anonymous Reply:

    I literally came down with a migraine just trying to read the damn thing.

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    ANONYMOUSCHICK414 Reply:

    Sorry 12:52! And my “So STOP DOING it” COMMENT was for 12:08!

    ANONYMOUSCHICK414 Reply:

    “YOU tole HARpo (TA BEAT me)” b/C of THE WAY that I TYPE!! lol “ALL my LIIIIIFE, (I HADDDD ta FIGHT)!!” lol *smile* SERIOUSLY!! smh!

    So, (TO AVOID THAT), FONT-TO-FONT, I was TALKIN’ (ABOUT you), well, “TYPING” (ABOUT YOU)! “HOWEVER”, I AM “WOMAN enough” TO TELLLL (you) “FONT to FONT!!” ;-) LMBBO! AND, APOLOGIZE (TO you) FOR “typin’ CRAZY” (ABOUT you), b/c IN MY SPIRIT, I (MAY have) TAKEN it THE (WRONG) WAY! So, Do you ACCEPT my APOLOGY?? *smile*

    I’ll be back (LATER), AND CHECK! ;-) “PEACE!” :-)

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    ANONYMOUSCHICK414 Reply:

    So STOP DOING it!! LOL! “HA!”

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    fool Reply:

    bye Felicia

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    ANONYMOUSCHICK414 Reply:

    @ 9:04, Bye, POOKIE (from “New Jack CITY”! lol

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    Dee Reply:

    I ask this question in the most respectful way: can you type this in regular speech, as in without all of the caps and the quotation marks and parentheses?

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    AnonymousChick414 Reply:

    Let’s PRAY so!

    B/c SOME of you ARE respectful to me, and YOU have 1/2 of my nickname, so I’ll focus HARD while typing this! Ok?

    Here goes! *smile* “Whew!” lol *Focusing*

    1 quotation marks, or parentheses, and JUST a few all caps!

    I did my absolute best! BETTER?? *smile*
    GBu, Dee! :-)

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    AnonymousChick414 Reply:

    ^ ONE quotation mark, ZERO parentheses!
    I can ROCK w/THAT! ;-)

    AnonymousChick414 Reply:

    No parentheses, Dee! lol :-)

    Am I welcome on HSK NOW! lol Let’s pray! Because I DO have valid POINTS to say here, on HSK! No quotation marks around the word valid, and no all caps around the words parenthesis, Dee, or say! And, Dee isn’t capitalized, like the word isn’t isn’t, as it would be; and the word would isn’t, either!
    ;-)lol

    Now, this is the absolute BEST that I can DO! This took a GAZILLION minutes to type just THIS little bit like y’all “NORMAL” folks, here! ;-) lol *smile*

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    AnonymousChick414 Reply:

    ^ ? behind the word “now”!

    GOOD people, am I “welcome” here, on HSK NOW? ;-) lol This message is directed ONLY to GOOD people, NOT (Satan’s) EVIL DEMONS!!

    “THANKS!” lol *smile* *serious*

    Anonymous Reply:

    You’re doing great!! Much easier to read too.

    MS. SPIRITUAL WARFARE 414 Reply:

    Thanks!!

    I “Slipped” AGAIN AFTERWARDS, though, DEEE!! :-( I BELIEVE that my IP ADDRESS (MAY) be being TRACKED!! So, “PLEASE, PRAY for me, AS I will YOU!!” K?

    NOW, I need 2, (OR 3) MORE “TRUE” BELIEVERS to “STAND (in AGREEMENT with US), SPIRITUALLY”, AND, I DO BELIEVE (with ALL of MY BEING), that GOD WILL “FIX” my brain activity, to where I can type (LIKE YOU), K? :-)

    IF 2, or 3 shall TOUCH and AGREE on ANYTHING on EARTH, (if it’s IN the WILL of GOD), HE’LL DO it!!
    So, BY FAITH, I DO BELIEVE!! :-) Do YOU?? :-) If so, THAT’S 2!! :-)

    Now, I have been TYPING (LIKE THIS), SINCE 1996, OR ’97, (AFTER THE CAR wrecks)!! SO, when GOD “FIXES” my TYPING, (and I don’t know HOW), but I DO BELIEVE that (HE) WILL!! :-)

    B/c, “WITH GOD, (NOTHING) is IMPOSSIBLE!!”

    May God (ABUNDANTLY) BLESS you!!

    BTW, I (never) INTENDED for ME to COME on HSK (to POST about JESUS)!!! lol I was READING this SO-called “CELEBRITY” GOSSIP, and GOD “USED” me, (A WILLING VESSEL) to TYPE what HE, meaning THE HOLY SPIRIT TELL me, AND “SHOWS” me!! So, I was like, “O-K, LORD”!! lol :-)

    I just now HEARD (HIM) SAY, “There are (@ LEAST THREE) ‘TRUE BELIEVERS’ ON here, ON HSK (that GOD said:) “THURSDAY, (WATCH for YOUR BLESSING)!!” …”HMMMM!!” …”INTERESTING!!”

    It’s HAPPENING (AGAIN)!! ..I JUST WISH that I KNEW (WHO) it IS!! lol *CURIOUS*

    Ok, “GOODNIGHT”, SIS!! lol :-)

    When I come BACK, I “EXPECT”, (with GREAT EXPECTATION), that the Lord, GOD (WILL) ‘HELP’ me to be ‘ABLE’ TO TYPE (BETTER) for y’all, LIKE “NORMAL” PEOPLE DO, in Jesus, (THE ROSE of SHARON), ..THE LILLY (of THE VALLEY), “SWEET!!” , ..THE WIND, (IN the MIDDLE of THE WHEEL), THAT KEEP’S us GOING’S (Holy) NAME, I PRAY!!”…”AAAAA-MEN!!” :-) “HALLELUJAH!!!”

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    IloveJC Reply:

    Hi Sis! I read all your new messages and thank you for your effort to make it easier for all of us to read — much better now! I thank Him for your praise, it did my spirit man good! I think there’s quite a few believers on HSK and that’s why I read the comments. Not for the gossip trash talking, but for the comments of the people who can see and call out what we’re all looking at in this culture.

    Shortcake Reply:

    Sad but real talk! BOTH sold their in different genres!

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  6. anna |

    Ill believe it when i see it…and even then i wont gaf

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    ANONYMOUSCHICK414 Reply:

    lol IkR?! lol “DITTO!!”

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  7. toomuch |

    Bewulf will be fine in her deep pressure Spanx and size 14 heels.

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  8. CRAZYCHRIS |

    LOVE THESE AWARDS SHOWS THE SAME PEOPLE PERFOM EVERY YEAR AND WIN THE SAME DAMN AWARD EVERY YEAR BEYONCE IS GONNA WIN SOMETHING REGARDLESS.

    AND SHE HAS KELLY AND MICHELLE CHEERING HER ON TAKES YOU BACK TO 2000 DOES’NT IT.

    IF KELLY EVER WRITES A BOOK I’LL BUY IT.

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    Anonymous Reply:

    Chris She is getting the most prestigious award MTV gives: The Michael Jackson Video Vanguard Award. They had to give it to her in order to get her to perform I’m sure.
    What I want to know is, now that the NFL has announced that they are going to charge performers to put on their Super Bowl halftime shows, will Bey do a repeat performance?

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    ANONYMOUSCHICK414 Reply:

    THOSE “most prestigious” AWARDS are “ACTUALLY” (GRAVEN) IMAGES!! IMHO..

    “Also” (SOME) of those (so-called) “CELEBRITIES” PAY for THEIR awards!! ;-) lol “REAL TALK!!”

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    Anonymous Reply:

    chill with your posts hunty
    you’re making my eyes hurt

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    ANONYMOUSCHICK414 Reply:

    @ 20:43, “Hunty”? lol Yeah, “O-buh-KAY-BUH!” lol How’s THAT, “HUNTY”?? ;-)lol

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    Anonymous Reply:

    I’m praying for ya sis. Your story really touched me. Bless you.

    Anonymous Reply:

    I noticed that MTV has 86’ed the name Michael Jackson from their most prestigious award that Bey received. They are now calling it The MTV Vanguard Award.
    I guess that makes it official. MJ is officially out of favor posthumously. Meh. I can see why. They don’t want to end up with an award dedicated to a man perpetually shrouded in kiddie sex controversy no matter how large a part he played in building their format in the 80’s.

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    Flowingebony Reply:

    Good point, but it was still called the MJ award during and after the scandal no? Notice Jay called her the Greatest entertainer Alive when he gave her the award?

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    Anonymous Reply:

    Yep. And to be completely honest, he might be right. With James Brown dead, and so many other great entertainers gone, I can’t think of anyone off the top of my head who puts more into a show than Bey. This is not the same thing as saying she’s the best singer or dancer… we all know that individually many do it better. But as a headliner, she probably is at the top.
    I thought Blue looked adorable–the best ever. And she is definitely blooming into a pretty little girl. I now believe that Bey’s afro-creole DNA is going to mellow and blur some of her more camel-ish DNA and all will be well. For a while there, I wasn’t so sure.
    Sorry to be so blunt, but we all had our doubts. :)

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    ANONYMOUSCHICK414 Reply:

    LOL@ “I now believe that Bey’s afro-creole DNA is going to mellow and blur some of her more camel-ish DNA”

    THANK, I NEEDED THAT!! LOL

  9. Bets |

    Don’t be so quick – Jay and Blue were @ Beyoncé’s closed door rehearsal for VMA (the only ones allowed in). Supposedly they are presenting her with the award.

    With that said, I believe Beyoncé and Jay Z have been quietly separated for the past 6 months or so – ever since the drunken fiasco in Antwerp. Jay Z has left her no alternative but to at the very least publicly separate from him. The alternative sexual life style that Jay Z created while she was on tour may lead to a divorce. Ew-w-w-w

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  10. crazychris |

    it was rumored beyonce is pregnant again or her surrogate is pregnant again.

    guess she wants to make this last strike before she lets loose and become a single lady again.

    jay and bey was a mismatched couple anyway you know shewas there for the benefits.

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  11. nba is fixed |

    I’m going to give a educated guess and say that the hollywood mafia wants to get rid of Jay-Z and keep baphomet Beyonce. I could be wrong, but I don’t think so. I believe Jay-Z is on his way out. I believe the mafia may even take him out.

    P.S. Rest in peace Kathy White!

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    ANONYMOUSCHICK414 Reply:

    ALA Eddie MURPHY-STYLE! ;-) *WINK, WINK!*

    I’M GLAD that I’m (NOT) THE ONLY one to “SEE” what’s goin’ ON (IN “HOLLYWEIRD”)!! ;-) IjS..

    R.I.P to (EVERYONE) that was INNOCENTLY “SLAIN”!!

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    Kerri Reply:

    Hey, I get your message and all, and I agree with a good percent of it, now with that said, I must say that it has to take an enormous about of time to type in that format, it’s not helping your comment at all, its hard on the eyes, so most wont even bother reading, just post in regular characters and your comments will make more sense to others. Think of your comment being read out loud, how would that sound?

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    ANONYMOUSCHICK414 Reply:

    @Kerri, Re: “Hey, I get your message and all, and I agree with a good percent of it.”
    —> “Thanks, Kerri!!” :-)

    “Now with that said, I must say that it has to take an enormous about of time to type in that format.”
    —> “Actually NOT @ ALL!!” ;-)lol I type 124 words (PER MINUTE), w/a 0.1 to a 1.3% ACCURACY RATE! lol It actually takes MORE TIME to take the quotation marks OFF, or take what I want to STRESS (OUT of parenthesis), and quotation marks! lol “However”, I will try even HARDER!See, GOD has BLESSED my HANDS ABUNDANTLY, and ME TOO, b/c I’m STILL ALIVE!!! :-)

    “It’s not helping your comment at all, its hard on the eyes.”
    —> I’m sorry! *SIGH*

    “So most wont even bother reading.”
    —> In a way, that’s GOOD (FOR ME), b/c maybe it’s NOT (FOR my ATTACKERS) to READ (my BUSINESS)! lol.. , Since THEY don’t KNOW, (OR UNDERSTAND me), ANYWAY, and AREN’T TRYING to!! smh! THEY ONLY want to ATTACK me, &/or TRY to PROVOKE me to ANGER!! smh! But, HEAVEN HELP them, AND GOD BLESS ‘em!

    “Just post in regular characters and your comments will make more sense to others.”
    —> TRUE!! I AGREE (with you)!! ..And, I WOULD like to SHARE with y’all the IMPORTANT things, (like SPIRITUAL MATTERS), so I will TRY to post NORMALLY, k? *smile*

    “Think of your comment being read out loud, how would that sound?”
    —> It would SOUND like I’m HOLLERING every other WORD, OR just LOUD! lol I “GET” it! MY bad! IT’S just “EASIER SAID than DONE”, though! :-( I’ll START OUT doing pretty good, and GET EXCITED, or PASSIONATE about something, THEN, “BOOM”, BACK to SQUARE ONE!! smh!
    *SIGH*

    *Exhaling* It takes me LONGER to TRY to type (like Y’ALL), without all of the extra punctuation, stressing MY POINT, but, I will TRY, JUST to be UNDERSTOOD! .. IF I CAN’T, then (I’ll just go AWAY), READ HSK every DAY, as I’ve DONE for several YEARS, (PRIOR to me ever posting ANYTHING), and just “edit” my POETRY, and WORK on MY BOOK(S), and KEEPING my SALVATION!

    IMHO, HSK is NOT a place for “SAVED” people, b/c people here INSULT those of us that are DIFFERENT, or those that they don’t AGREE with, &/or DON’T KNOW!! And, I was TAUGHT to THINK for MYSELF, (independently), and NOT to “follow” THE CROWD!!

    IMO, LOTS of people HERE have NO “EMPATHY” for a person like me that has had 2 CONCUSSIONS, and expresses herself DIFFERENTLY!! smh! I wonder if (anyone) has ever STOPPED (TO THINK), “SHE MAY have hit her head, and those concussions make her brain have EXTRA ACTIVITY, or her WORDS just HAPPEN to come OUT DIFFERENTLY, but THANK GOD that SHE’S ALIVE!!” But, NO, THAT would be (TOO MUCH) like “RIGHT”! “OBVIOUSLY”, FEW (HERE) can actually GRASP, or COMPREHEND THAT! smh!
    (NOT YOU), and a few OTHERS, (MY DETRACTORS), BKA: MY “HATERS”! .. B/c I really DO BELIEVE that they (ACTUALLY) HATE (me) HERE on HSK!! SMH!! “OH, WELL!!” WHATEVER!!

    Dang, I was typing ok (for a while), until I got MAD! I’ll just GO! k? Thanks “ANYWAY”, and may the Lord, GOD BLESS you (REAL GOOD)!

    “Peace be WITH you, my sister!”
    *TRYING to keep MY BLOOD pressure DOWN!*

    “Thanks” for NOT INSULTING me!! :-) GBU!! :-)
    I see that SOME of THIS posting is BETTER, (OFF, and ON), during my post TO YOU, NO?? *smile*

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    NeverSawItCuming Reply:

    @414 Nevermind what some have to say about ur post sis
    I actually read threw all of ur text and could understand where and what ur struggle has brought u to at this point
    And u made me smile endlessly to see a true believer unafraid to express her love for the most high unapologectically and uve actually help increase my own faith from reading ur testimony and being able to relate to it in such a unexplainable way
    May you continue to walk in his peace and love and i do pray for ur strength daily as i couldnt imagine what it must have felt like to endure the passing of ur son but your faith is not in vain for u will see him again becz of the covenant u have with God (I have a four yr old son myself so my prayers are with u for ur day to day activities) and thank u again so much for ur post u might not ever meet me in this flesh but my soul was happy to know that there are children of the king that are truly living and trying to live for christ. peace joy and many blessings from the father above to u and others who read this as well
    Please dont change who u are for the comfort of others!!! Keep writing the way u do

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    AnonymousChick414 Reply:

    @NeverSawItCuming, THANK you (SO MUCH) for you “BREATHTAKINGLY” BEAUTIFUL POST!! *Tears FLOWING!*

    See, THAT is why I HAVEN’T been able to SLEEP lately, (b/c of MIKE BROWN’S murder, FUNERAL, the NEWS coverage)!! :-(

    It even happened after I watched the news, and heard about Trayvon Martin’s murder!!
    :-(
    I CRIED (like A BABY), and PRAYED ‘HARD’ to GOD ABOVE for his family, (and the MANY families of others in OUR position)!! “SURVIVORS” of HOMICIDE!! ..”Survivors”, (b/C of CHRIST, JESUS)!! Yet, ALL that I could do was MARCH for him, (Trayvon), and attend a “RECLAIMING (Our) STREETS” meeting @ a local CHURCH here, in our city, and “share” (MY) TESTIMONY with others there!! THEN, I went around and performed some of my spoken word POETRY, to TRY to HELP!! I canvased (THE ROUGHEST neighborhoods) ALONE, JUST me, and JESUS, and PRAYED for, AND WITH GANG members, and “TATTED”, (SAGGIN’ PANTS wearin’), DREAD-headed young BLACK MEN, (that LOOKED like THEY COULD KILL me)!! lol

    I guess THAT’S why GOD had A MURDERING “TRIPLE O.G” (over my HEAD), RAISING me, and I WASN’T AFRAID!!! “IF GOD be FOR you, WHO can be AGAINST you??” ..”NOBODY!!” … “I am (MORE than) A CONQUEROR, (THROUGH Christ, JESUS)!!” Someone can TAKE (MY LIFE), BUT NOBODY can TAKE (MY SPIRIT)!! ..”THANK GOD!!”

    So, I “SPIT” my POETRY, (AROUND TOWN), ONLINE, for THE LONGEST! ..POEMS like, “YOU Are NOT a VICTIM”, (On RAPE, or MOLESTATION), TO HELP PEOPLE!! :-) Like, “BE CAREFUL Of THE ENEMY”, (regarding SATAN)! ..Like, “SHE DANCED”, (about A STRIPPER TURNED PROSTITUTE that was a SMART, yet DISOBEDIENT GIRL that got PREGNANT, contracted AIDS, AND COMMITTED SUICIDE)!! ..Like, “10 REASONS WHY (You) Should NOT …TAKE (Your) LIFE!!” ..And, Like, “RISE UP”, (to INSPIRE my “BEAUTIFUL”, BLACK BROTHAS), and MANY OTHERS!! MANY other (inspirational)POEMS!!

    Yet, EVERY time I HEAR about (yet, ANOTHER) MURDER, A “SENSELESS” MURDER of (OUR) young, Black MEN, AND/OR, (OUR) OLDER, Black MEN, ..IT SADDENS me!! :-( WE are doing THE KKK’S WORK (FOR them)!! smh!! :-(

    I “FEEL” that I just CAN’T do ENOUGH!! ..I mean, WHICH of you (that HASN’T LOST a child), ESPECIALLY a CHILD (due TO MURDER), would THINK that (you) would EVER BURY (YOUR) child?? ..Anybody??

    And, I was OK (until this Mike Brown case) HIT “HOME!!” ..GOD said that “it’s only a TEMPORARY thing, (MY) CHILD!!” ..HOW “SWEET” is the NAME of JESUS!!

    I don’t think that I typed like (MOST) people on HSK WANTED me to here, so, I’ll CLOSE (for now)! BUT, (IF the EDUCATED, or even “SMART” people ON here CAN’T ‘SEE’ that I am NOT here to CAUSE TROUBLE), I DON’T know what ELSE to DO!! …I (DON’T) HAVE TIME for (ANY) “NONSENSE!!!!!!”

    IF folks here (CAN’T) ‘SEE’ that I’m here (b/c GOD “SENT” me), then THEY are the ones that are (TRULY) “MISSING” their BLESSING, “JUST BECAUSE” I TYPE (WITH PASSION)!! HECK, I’m just GLAD to BE ALIVE, and to have LIVED (THRU) “EVERY” …THING that I HAVE (WITHOUT LOSING my MIND)!! ..WITHOUT having: A HEART attack, AND/or STROKE!! .. “GOD KEPT me!!”

    “THROUGH (it ALLLLLL), ..THROUGH it ALLLLL, I’ve ‘LEARNED’ (TO TRUST IN JEsus), I’VE ‘LEARNED’ (to TRUST in GOD)!!” :-) “THROUGH (it ALLLL), THROUGH it ALLLLLL, I’VE ‘LEARNED’ (to DEPEND on HIS WORRRRD)!!”

    Now, “WHO (WOULDN’T) SERVE a GOD (like THIS)???” .. Honey, I “HAVE” TO!! And, I (LOVE) DOING it!! .. PRINCE SAID (to SOME WOMAN) “I would DIE 4 U”, but I (WOULD), AND WILL die 4 JESUS!!!

    THIS is NOT (MY) HOME!! “HEAVEN (Is) My HOME!!!” ..So, THAT, (my FRIEND), is WHY I am HERE!! HERE (on HSK), AND “ALIVE” TODAY!!

    Now, LET’S SEE WHO is gonna START TROUBLE with me NOW.. B/c GOD SAID that HE is GOING “TO BLESS (THOSE that BLESS” ME), and ‘CURSE’ (those THAT ‘CURSE'” me)!!
    So, WHO WANTS a BLESSING?? *smile* #REAL TALK!

    PLEASE, “excuse” any, (AND ALL) TYpos! “Thx!”

    MS. SPIRITUAL WARFARE 414 Reply:

    Sis, I FORGOT to SAY, “GOD BLESS YOU, (and YOUR FOUR year old SON)!!” See, I’LL RE-MEM-BER (THAT)!! :-)

    See, me BREAK-ing DOWN (things) HELPS (ME) to RE-MEM-BER!!

    I SPEAK (with PUR-POSE)! “Therefore”, I TYPE (like I TALK)! “SEE??” lol IKR?

    THE DEVIL has been (TRY-ing) TO “DESTROY” me FOR YEARS!!! “HE COMES (TO ROB), STEAL, ‘AND’ DESTROY!!”

    ROB (US) of OUR JOY!! ..ROB (US) of (OUR ‘RIGHTFUL’ PLACE in HEAVEN)!! “THANK you, (HOLY SPIRIT FOR THAT)!!” ROB (US) of OUR MONEY, and “TRY” to ROB (US) of (GOD’S) WORD!! ..”UNDERSTAND??” I’m CERTAIN that (YOU) DO!! :-) GREAT!!

    SATAN (WANTS) to STEAL (OUR) HEALTH, STEAL (our) FINANCES, STEAL (our) WORD (that is WITHIN our HEARTS, AND SOULS)!!

    HE “ALSO” (WANTS) to DESTROY (OUR MINDS), DESTROY (OUR KIDS, OUR FAMILIES, OUR RELATIONSHIPS, OUR JOBS), OUR FINANCES, OUR RELATIONSHIP with THE MOST HIGH!! SMH!!

    THAT “SNEAKY” (OLD) VARMINT “HATES” (US)!! And, (GOD’S) children “HATE” HIM!! ..”THAT’S WHY (WE) PRAISE!!!” ;-)

    THAT’S why SATAN tries TO “TEMPT” people TO: “CURSE” people, (NOT CUSS them), BUT “CURSE” them!! :-(

    HE “TEMPTS” people to: GET HIGH, (DRUNK), SLEEP (AROUND), STEAL, KILL, (COMMIT ADULTERY), “FORNICATE”, (COVET), “HATE”, (BE PROUD), AS in YOU did everything (BY YOURSELF)!! “EGO!!” EASING (GOD) OUT!!” AND/OR, “EX-ing GOD OUT!!” I hear PEOPLE SAY, “I’m (SELF-MADE)!” …OH, YEAH?? lol
    SMH! “HOW SO??” :-/ SO, (YOU) MADE your-SELF?? ;-) “IMPOSSIBLE FEAT!!” lol See, THERE’S (THAT PRIDE), AGAIN!!

    THEN, Satan WANTS (OUR) SOULS!! But, HE ‘KNOWS’ that (GOD’S CHILDREN) WON’T ‘WILLINGLY’ GIVE THAT (TO HIM), so Ol’ (CRAFTY) LUCIFER “DEVISED” (A PLAN), since he (USED to be) “THE MINISTER of MUSIC” (IN HEAVEN),
    BEFORE GOD KICKED his (PRIDEFUL) self OUT!! :-) :-) “HA!!” lol So, HE “DEVISED” a PLAN to HAVE people WORSHIP him (THROUGH music)!! SMH!

    Like, RIGHT NOW, (AS I TYPE), IGGY Azalea’s VIDEO, “BLACK WIDOW” JUST came on TV, (FEATURING Nicki Minaj)! “INSTANTLY”, it MADE MY HEAD HURT!! So, I HAD to TURN THE CHANNEL!!! “OMG (ABOVE)!!” ..PHARRELL JUST “FLASHED (THE 6’S”), with BOTH HANDS!! SMH!! “HOMO ALERT!!” ..HE TAKES, AND GIVES!! ..SUCKS, AND (well, I BELIEVE that YOU are SMART enough TO GUESS)!! ;-) lol *smile*

    “LORD, JESUS!!” ..”NOW, OMAR EPPS is ON the tv show, “HOUSE”! ..”DOWNLOW BROTHA” ALERT!!
    :-( WOWWW, AND HE’S “MARRIED (with CHILDREN)!!” :-(

    I’m TURNING my TV (OFF) NOW!! And, I’m GOIN’ TO BED!! I (DON’T) want TO “SEE” (ANTHING ELSE), REGARDING THEIR “INIQUITIES!!” :-(

    “LORD, (GOD), I PRAISE you, FATHER!!” ..”LORD, GOD, I WORSHIP (you), AND YOU, (ALONE), MASTER!!” ..”FOR, (you) ARE WORTHY, …WORTHY…TO…beeeeee….PRAISED!!” …”OHHH (YES, LORRRRD), (YES, LORRRRD), ONLY YOU (are) WORTHY, …WORTHY….TOOOOO…BE PRAAAAAAISED!!”

    I “SEE” THE SPENDOR (of the GREEN GRASS), IN HEAVEN, (from WHAT my mind can PERCEIVE), …and SMELL (THE HONEYsuckle’s FRAGRANCE), from the BEAUTIFUL TREEEES…I “SEE” the STREETS are PAVED (with GOLD), and I WORSHIP (you, and YOU A-LONE)!! …MYYYY SOUUUUUUUUUULLLLLL says ‘YESSSSSS’!!” :-) “HALLELUJAH” (FOR THAT SONG, in my HEART), FATHER GOD!! “GLORY to your (HOLY) NAME!!” :-)
    “HALLELUJAH!!” …”MMMMMM”, …THERE is (NOBODY) GREATER, LORD!!”

    “JEHOVAH, JIREH, (MY PROVIDER)!!” :-)
    Genesis 22:14)
    JEHOVAH, RAPHA, (He’ll HEAL, “INDEED”)!! :-)
    Exodus 15:26! :-)
    Jehovah, NISSI, (THE LORD, OUR BANNER)!! Exodus 17:15! :-)
    Jehovah SHALOM, (He’ll GIVE us PEACE)!! :-) Judges 6:24

    Ok, it’s (AFTER) 7 AM! :-0 lol “GN!” lol
    GBU! “1 LOVE!” …AGAPE!! ;-) :-)
    Jehovah SHAMMAH, (Rev. 21:3)!

    MS. SPIRITUAL WARFARE 414 Reply:

    The Holy Spirit just told me to drink some warm milk (w/SUGAR in it), before posting! So, WE’LL SEE! ;-)

    PRAY for me! “THANKS”, SIS! :-)

    “Shalom!” :-)

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  12. Anonymous |

    I believe this entire story about them divorcing is a hoax to keep people streaming for them and of course to make money because they know the media will blow this up and the followers will follow. It’s all a game and while people are hating n wishing bad ills on them, guess what they are laughing all the way to the bank.

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  13. Moonlight |

    The incubation up Beyuck ass from this generation is COMPLETELY halarious!!! Thankfully, the last time I watched the VMA’s creditable talent (from ALL genres) meant something& was entertaining! Now, its like row- call at Hell University with Beyuck as salutatorian(more like scumatarian!) I would watch a vomit- guzzling contest before would watch that show again!

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    MS. SPIRITUAL WARFARE 414 Reply:

    LOL! So, tell us how you REALLY feel!! lol
    HILARIOUS POST!! LOL!

    *Thinking* You know, there’s SOMETHING to that “HELL” University thing! “Hmmmmmmmmm”, “HELL’S KITCHEN!!” And, that just HAPPENS to be WHERE the OVEN is!! ..”WHOAAAAAAA”, BURNING FLAMES!!!
    “THERE WILL BE WEEPING, AND GNASHING of TEETH!!” …SCREAMIN’, HOLLERIN’ BEGGING, PLEEEEEADING, “LORD, PLEEEEEEEEEASE, GET me OUT of HERE, ..LORD, I’M SORRRRRRRRY!!!”…”TOO LATE”, “WOWW!! …INTENSE HEAT!! (NO RELIEF) AT ALL, ..(EVER)!! ..And, THIS is THE LIFE that SOME of THESE “CELEBRITIES” (CHOOSE), FOR FORTUNE, (FAME), AND PRESTIGE??? …RECOGNITION, …”EXALTATION”, (ELEVATION)!! ..”ABORTING” their VERY SOULS!! :-(
    “WHOAAAA!!”

    I’M OUT!! THAT was “TOO WILD” (FOR ME) TO SEE!!

    OT, (off topic), did anyone SEE The Apollo SHOW last night?? I KNOW that SOME of you WATCHED it, but DID YOU “SEE” it?? THAT MAN (w/THAT TOO BIG, CRAAAAAAZY-lookin’ “HAIR HAT” ON??, ..THAT WIG On HIS “CONFUSED”…LITTLE…HEAD!!, IN a “WOMAN’S” DRESS, w/MUSCLES in HIS arms, LIKE A FREAKIN’ BODYBUILDER(IN DISTRESS)!!! LOL! SMH!!
    *SIGH*

    AND, ALSO, did y’all SEE (ALLLLLLLLL of those GAY GUYS), … BLACK MALES, that were ON the SHOW, TOO?!?! …”AND WHYYYY DO (SO MANY) YOUNG, BLACK young males HAVE MAN BOOBS??? “MOOBS!!” :-(
    YEAH, JESUS (is) COMIN’ back REAL SOON!! :-)

    OOOOH, THIS is turnin’ INTO a POEM! :-0 lol

    “FOR JESUS I LIVE, (AND WILL DIE)!!… I CAN’T WAIT ’til HE COMES, (AND CRACKS the very SKY)!! ..”WHAT will BE their ALIBI????” ..
    (AFTER THE SUN ‘RE-FU-SES’ ….TO …RISE)…. AFTER the TRUMPET BLOWS!! HOW MANY will BE SAVED?? (HEAVEN KNOWS)!! ..

    “COME (SWIFTLY), JESUS, AND “FIX” (THIS “MESS”)!! .. I TELL YOU (readers), I EXPECT NOTHIN’ LESS!!!!! ..”FIX it, (QUICKLY), JESUS”, CUZ, THIS “MESS” (LOTS of us) “STILL” DETEST!!!!!

    DAILY MY HEART WEEPS (BECAUSE of WHAT IS SEE)! ABOMINATIONS (ALL) AROUND US, BEING “DECEIVED”!!
    :-(
    FOR, SATAN SENDS them a STRONNNNNNNNNNG DECEPTION that it’s “OK” to BE (THAT WAY)!! smh! “NO, I SAY!!”

    “HONESTLY, MY HEART WEEPS!!” :-(

    Now, I’m REALLY *GOIN’ to SLEEP!* TtyL!

    “BLESSINGS, AND PEACE, (TO ALL)!!”
    ok, brain, STOP RHYMIN’ (NOW)!! LOL SEE, THIS is what I HAVE to PUT UP with!! smh! lol IT (ain’t) EASY bein’ ME, w/such HIGH (BRAIN ACTIVITY)!! lol

    STOP RHYMIN’!!!
    MORE PRAYER for me IS NEEDED!! ..”THX!” Ok, PEACE!
    MY HEART BLEEDS (FOR THIS GENERATION), AND/OR THE NEXT, IF THERE IS A NEXT!! THIS IS THE “X” GeneRATION!! :-(

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  14. Lisa |

    I think most relationships in entertainment are arranged you can’t take these people seriously!

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    ANONYMOUSCHICK414 Reply:

    “TRUE!!” ;-) A great “DEAL” (ARE)! lol “GET IT???” lol

    IjS..

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  15. Wetbeckywet |

    Jay-Z will be by hhit wife side … they not going let the rumors/blogs win …. it’s a rumor a lady saying blue ivy could be her child because that fishy situation shutting down the hospital hmmmmmm drama well continue …….

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  16. Wetbeckywet |

    His* they’re* auto correct be wrong af

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  17. crazychris |

    and beyonce is somewhere right now channeling Josephine baker.

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    AnonymousChick414 Reply:

    Like “THE BIG O”, (OPRAH), and Denzel BOTH DO! smh!
    Beyoncé, Lady GAG-me-with-A-SPOON, LOL (Lady? GAGA), LOL, ..RIHANNA, SHAKIRA, NICKI Minaj, (THEY “SUMMON” the EVIL Spirits of THE ANTI-CHRIST), Like Tina TURNER, and Russell Simmons, “NEM” DO!! Nem is THEM! ;-)lol

    SNOOP, and Charlie Sheen are WARLOCKS! Smh!

    And, SAD TO SAY, “TANK” has now SWITCHED OVER (to THE OTHER SIDE)!! THE DARK side, (MOSTLY for PRESTIGE), …THE ADULATION of women, AND men!! :-(
    To (SOME) people, PRESTIGE is MORE important THAN MONEY!! And, TANK is NICE, gregarious, AND “APPROACHABLE” (in PERSON)!! BUT, HE is “REPPIN’ (for THE OTHER side), now! And, he’s getting MORE ‘NOTICE’ (from the UPPER ECHELONS) in THE IN-DUST-RY!! That DIRTY, DIRTY industry!!

    Pleasure P, Eminem, (COUNTLESS OTHERS), even on the SO-called “GOSPEL” SIDE, (SUCH as TYE TRIBBETT), and even BISHOPS, PREACHERS, ATHLETES, etc., etc.!! :-( I CAN’T find MY LIST, but I can HEAR “EXACTLY” what THUS sayeth (THE LORD)!!

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    MS. SPIRITUAL WARFARE 414 Reply:

    ALSO, I can “SEE” when I look into someone’s EYES (WHO they SERVE)!! ..I’m about 90-95% RIGHT!! #BLESSEDbyGODwit(THE GIFT)ofAverySTRONNNGsenseOfDISCERNMENT! :-) “THANK you, (JESUS)!!” .. And, when I look @ certain “CELEBRITIES” pictures, sometimes it makes me DIZZY, or it will GIVE me A HEADACHE, (BECAUSE I can “SENSE” EVIL), like A DOG can SENSE (FEAR)!! ..And THEN They Holy Spirit will “REVEAL” to me WHY!! MOST of the time HE’LL “REVEAL” to me “WHY” (THEN), but SOMETIMES I’ll have TO WAIT!!

    Now, MY MOTHER USED to read (IN THE DARK), AFTER MY GRANDmother TOLD her to go TO BED, b/c SHE was an “AVID” READER!! lol And, THAT’S how I CAME to be an avid reader, (AS WELL)! :-) lol So, I READ EACH, and (EVVVVVV-e-RY) DAY that THE GOOD Lord SENDS!! OK?! :-) lol I have “SO” MUCH INFORMATION (in my HEAD), that I have probably FORGOTTEN (what THE MAJORITY of PEOPLE KNOW)!! NOT “bragging”, ..IJS! *smile* NO SHADE!!
    So, (HAVING had 2 CONCUSSIONS), I might NOT be able TO EXPLAIN “WHY” something IS EVIL, (But, I JUST “KNOW” b/c The Holy SPIRIT HAS ‘TAUGHT’ me)!! SO, either I’ll RE-READ what I already READ, lol OR, I’ll just ASK (The HOLY SPIRIT), and HE ‘WILL’ (MOST DEFINITELY) BRING it (BACK to MY REMEMBRANCE)!! :-) “THANK you, JESUS!!”
    :-) *prayer* “Father, God, I do BELIEVE (with EVERYTHING in MY BEING)… that even THOUGH I type with SUCH PASSION, AND FERVOR, that THE PEOPLE that YOU, Dear Lord WANT to ‘RECEIVE’ this MESSAGE ‘WILL’ RE-CEIVE it, FATHER, GOD, .. in THE BLESSED, (ALL-POWERFUL), ‘ALMIGHTY’ , (MATCHLESS) name of JESUS, CHRIST, OUR LORD!!!” …”AMEN!!” :-)

    I say, “HALLELUJAH, (TO the LORD OF HOSTS)!!” …”LORD, GOD, YOU, and YOU (A-LONE), ARE WORRRRRRRRRRRTHY, LORD, TO ….BE…PRAISED!!” (YES, LORD)!! “FATHER, I JUST THANK you (FOR JESUS’ BIRTH, DEATH, RISING, AND ‘INTERCEDING’ on OUR BEHALF), LORD, GOD!!” “MMMMMM!!” ..YAY, YAY, YAY, YAAAA!!
    “MMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!
    “GLORY, LORD!!” ..YAY, YAAAAY!!

    “WHOO!!” ..Ok, now, (I’M BACK)!!

    Ok, WHERE WAS I??? lol

    OHHH, OK, UHHH, …Since 2001, I have STUDIED about THINGS like: THE MASONS, (The Eastern STARS), Aleister CROWLEY, (CALLED: “THE BEAST”), RON LAVEY, AND (The Church of SATAN), MARILYN MANSON, “HIGH PRIEST!” :-( …WICCA, (YOGA), CHAKRAS, … TANTRIC SEX, (“SOUL TIES”), BREAKING ‘SOUL’ TIES!! …”CHANNELING SPIRITS”, Buddhism, (MORMONS), Jehovah’s WITNESSES, and even “SECRET SOCIETIES!” SMH! .. CELE-BRI-TIES, (CELEBRATED ones that PEOPLE “EXALT”, and/or “IDOLIZE”)! :-( .. THEY “SIGNAL”, (b/c THEY THINK that (THEY) are “ILLUMINATED”, people that make THE PEACE sign, (AND/OR SPORT the UPSIDE DOWN CROSS), the “WINGED HORN” signal, THE MASONIC HANDSHAKE, …BACKWARDS MASKING (in MUSIC), ..PLAYING certain CHORDS in music that are WICKED, (and DESIGNED to get INTO the person who’s LISTENING’S SPIRTI), “RAVE” music, (HEAVY METAL MUSIC), “SIGNALLING” THE 6, (for 666), LIKE BIGGIE WORE on HIS clothes,(SMH), THE BAPHOMET! SORRY to SAY, that EVEN TUPAC, (who I THOUGHT, AND “STILL” THINK was GORGEOUS, AND A BEAUTIFUL, and VERY TALENTED SPECIMEN of A BEING, WHO’S LOOK, VOICE, EYELASHES, BALD HEAD, and BODY, I ADORED)!! ;-) “MMMMM”, ..”Ok, BACK to TYPING, MS. LADY!!” … OH, YEAH, …EVEN HE “SIGNALLED”, (and GOT ON the WRONG SIDE) FOR A WHILE! ..EVERY single ONE of them that I just TYPED!! *SIGH*

    I was WONDERING, “WHY IS it that (EVERY TIME) I would READ UP on Aleister CROWLEY, AND/or The Church of SATAN, I would SMELL SMOKE)?!?! :-/ smh! I DON’T smoke!! ..My NEIGHBORS DON’T SMOKE, EITHER!! It would be (THICK), LIKE it was COMIN’ (thru MY WALLS), or SOMETHIN’!! I would RUN (TOWARD THE SMELL)!! lol But, I would be in the house (ALONE) @ the TIME!! …So, I would RUN (OUTSIDE), TO LOOK, and SEE (IF my NEIGHBOR was OUTSIDE SMOKING)! lol But, I WOULDN’T SMELL it (IN MY house)!! lol But, I would “still” CHECK!! LOL!
    And, it’s INTERESTING that this guy that was TRYING to TALK to me (for several YEARS) WAS, and (still IS) “A MASON!!” I WOULDN’T TALK to him, and I (was) SINGLE (@ the TIME), because: He’s (A MASON), AND he’s MARRIED!! smh! I SAID to him, (via telephone), “NO, NO, (DEMON) SEED!!” LOL! And, WHY (ALL of A SUDDEN), HE TEXTED me TODAY!! smh!!! HE’S (IN ATLANTA)! HE TEXTED me, SAYING, “What’s up with you??” …I TEXTED him BACK, “NADA!! lol I’M GOOD!!” lol
    And, “I was JUST IN Atlanta (LAST MONTH)!” ..And HE said, “I (DIDN’T) SEE you!!” :-( …And, I texted him BACK, “I KNOWWWWWWWW!!” ;-) lol I THOUGHT to MYSELF, (AND YOU WON’T)!!! :^) LMBBO! “SHOOOOOOOOOT, Y’ALL (MASONS) WON’T KIDNAP, (RAPE), AND KILL MEEEEEEEEEEEEE, NO, SIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!” ..lol So, I REBUKED him, and *CRICKETS!!* LMBBO!! (He DIDN’T text me BACK AFTER THAT)!! :-) :-) LOL!!

    THAT makes THE THIRD MASON (THAT I KNOW of that has TRIED to TALK to me!! (2 of them TOLD me BEFOREHAND), so I WOULDN’T even GO TO DINNER WITH them, (NO)!! lol A MOVIE, (NOT)!! lol A SPORTS event, (NOPE)!! lol And, MOST DEFINITELY (NOT TO BEDDDDDD)!! “NEVER THAT!!”.. “HOWEVER”, (1 of the 3 DIDN’T TELL me), and I FOUND OUT (MONTHS LATER), and THAT’S how I FOUND OUT about “SOUL” TIES, (B/C EVEN AFTER I BROKE UP with him SHORTLY THEREAFTER), I COULDN’T SHAKE “FEELING” like there was SOME SORT …OF SPELL (ON me)!! IT was (SO) “CREEPY!!” ..THEN, I PRAYED ABOUT it, and The Holy SPIRIT had me REASEARCH “MAGIC”! ..But, there IS a PRAYER that you can SAY that WILL help you BREAK (those TIES)!! “GLORY TO GOD!!” :-) :-) See, THOSE PEOPLE STICK (TOGETHER), THOSE “MASONS” DO!!, “LIKE” a “BROTHERHOOD”, (fraternity), like The BLACK Boule’, and what NOT DO! “HOWEVER”, IF you BREAK their (COVENANT), OR “OATH”, THEY can RIP your TONGUE (OUT of YOUR MOUTH), and YOUR BODY will be TWAIN, (TORN), and SCATTERED ABOUT!! I.e, “NOW THAT’S SOME (MAFIA) ISSSSH FOR you!!..SMH!..”ANYWAY”, THEY’LL “MURK”, (MERK), “MURDER”, ..”THEY’LL KILLLLLLLLL you”, (AND ANYONE THAT TELLS THEIR ‘SECRETS’)!! THAT’S why it’s CALLED a “SECRET SOCIETY!!” :-( NOW ASK (yourself), “IS THAT (GODLY)??” …”NO!!”

    The Holy SPIRIT TOLD me, “THERE is (NOTHING HIDDEN) that SHALL NOT be REVEALED!!” So, I KNEW that they were WRONG!! JESUS TOLD us, (HIS BROTHERS, and SISTERS), “COME OUT from AMONG” (those UNBELIEVERS)!!! …SO, THAT’S why I’M LIKE this!!

    When I was LITTLE, I FOUND an OUIJA BOARD (in my GRANDmother’s HOUSE, in A HOLE in THE WALL that SOMEBODY PUT there)!! SMH!! HER BED was (NEXT to THE HOLE)! We were JUMPING on the BED, AND PLAYING, AND SAW something, (REACHED IN, AND GOT it)! ..*HEART RACING, REMEMBERING* ..”LORD, GOD, COVER ME (WITH YOUR BLOOD, THE BLOOD of JESUS), as I TYPE this, in JESUS’ NAME, I PRAY, AMEN!!” ..OK, A FEW of MY COUSINS, and I “THOUGHT” that it was A BOARD game, lol … so WE were LIKE, “OOOOOH, A GAME, (LET’S GET IT)!!” ONE of us REACHED IN, (I CAN’T remember WHICH of us IT WAS), ..But, WE GOT IT, (put it on THE FLOOR), SPUN the DIAL on it AROUND, and ASKED (IT) QUESTIONS! :-( I DON’T even RECALL “HOW” we knew WHAT to DO!! ..My uncles had always JUMPED OUT, AND SCARED us, (AND TEASED us about “THE BOOGEYMAN”), SO WE WERE SCARY (@ THAT TIME)!! lol “Anyway”, we asked QUESTIONS, while sitting AROUND the OUIJA BOARD)! …SUDDENLY, I “FELT” A (WEIRD), STRANGE sensation!! (SOMEHOW WE were up AGANST THE WALL)!! :-( I could ‘SEE’ (A SPIRALLING) “WITHIN THE HOLE in the wall”, but I DON’T know if anyone ELSE could!! “WE SCREAMED (LIKE CRAZY)!!!” …”AAAAAH, AAAAAH, (HELP US)!!!” ..I KNOW that it sounds CRAZY, (EVEN TO ME), but IT FREAKED me OUT, (and MY COUSINS, TOO)!!! I BELIEVE I YELLED OUT, “JESUS CHRIST”, (OR JESUS)!! It was SOMETHING about JESUS!! … SOMETHING (INSIDE of me) SAID, “PUT THAT THING UP, (AND NEVER TOUCH it AGAIN)!!” .. SHOOOOT, AFTER that DEMON SPIRIT?? (OR WHATEVER that “FORCE” WAS) “RELEASED” us (FROM my Aunt’s WALL) UPSTAIRS, I KICKED it OVER!!! WE (NEVER) SPOKE of it, AGAIN!! (UNTIL NOW), I’M “SHARING” it (WITH YOU)!! Now, (ON THAT part), I ‘need’ for someone ELSE TO HELP me (WITH THAT part), and EXPLAIN (to me) WHAT …WAS…it??? :-/

    THEN, we started HEARING (SOUNDS), LIKE, “HEEEE, HEEEEE, HEEEEEE”, (and SOMEONE was RUNNING AROUND my Aunt’s HOUSE)!! THIS WASN’T @ (MY GRANDMOTHER’S HOUSE)!! It was OUR “PLAY” AUNT, the GREEN HOUSE (2 blocks UP FROM GRANNY’S HOUSE), who LATER DIED!! .. ONE night OUR AUNTS WENT OUT “CLUBBIN'”, (AND LEFT us “HOME ALONE”), LIKE MCCAULEY!! ..The TV WENT OFF, THE (DUHN, DUHN, DUHHHN, DUHN, DUHHHN,DUHHHHHHHHNNNNN) SOUND PLAYED, ..AND STATIC! lol MY AUNT’S ROCKING CHAIR STARTED MOVING!! smh! “LORD, GOD, PROTECT ME, IN JESUS’ HOLY NAME!!” ..WOWWW, (THESE MEMORIES)!! … THEN, we “SAW” (A GRAY SHADOW), in the FORM of OUR AUNT ANNIE! (WHATEVER ‘IT’ WAS) SAID, “TELL my DAUGHTER to LOOK (UNDERNEATH the bed), I LEFT her SOMETHING!!…”WE SCREAMED (IN SHEER HORROR), WHILE JUMPIN’ on THE COUCH!!!” *EXHALING*

    MY AUNTS came back from THE CLUB, AND SAW, AND HEARD US SCREAMING, (AND YELLED @ us, “WHY ARE Y’ALL YELLING?? …WHAT’S WRONG?? WHAT HAPPENED?!?!” ..We TOLD them, (THEY WENT and LOOKED UNDER the BED), ..AND FOUND NOTHING), ..”@ FIRST!!”…My MIDDLE Aunt said, “WHY don’t we go GET THE BROOM, and TRY?! …MAYBE it’s PUSHED BACK, OR SOMETHIN’!” …They WENT, and GOT THE BROOM, USED THE HANDLE OF the broom, and “BAAAM”, (A WHITE BOX SLID OUT from UNDERneath THE BED)!!
    “BAAAM!!”…. THERE was A “RED”, (SILK) DRESS, that THEY SAID COST around $300 in the WHITE BOX!! :-0 MIND you, that “THE BIBLE SAYS, “THE DEAD (DON’T) TALK!!!!” …SO, WHAT WAS (IT), and “WHY” was that “RED”, (SILK) dress THERE??
    NOW, GET THIS, ..MY AUNT that FOUND the “RED” dress IS A “JEHOVAH’S WITNESS” (TO THIS DAY), AND HAS been since I was around 10!! HONEY, I am (49 YEARS OLD)!! lol I DON’T LOOK it, (but, I AM)!! “AND, I THANK GOD (that I LIVED TO SEE it)!!” #SAVED BY GRACE!! :-) :-) “HALLELUJAH!!”

    See, I am MOCHA Colored, (MY MOTHER is A COUPLE SHADES DARKER than I), and MY BROTHER is like A SHADE DARKER than SHE! OK? ..”LISTEN UP”..MY Granddaddy was BROWN, or DARK-skinned, TOO! Ok? GREAT!! ..BUT, MY GRANDmother was “LIGHT-skinned”, WITH BIG LEGS!! ..AND HER mother was “SO” LIGHT, (that MY MOTHER said that when she was a little GIRL, that SHE THOUGHT that she WAS WHITE)!! lol She TOLD me that “MAMA”, (which is WHAT they called HER “GRANDMOTHER”, who had LONNNNNG HAIR, that she could ALMOST SIT ON), from what I’M TOLD, WAS “MEEEEEEEAN as…A SNAKE!!” …(I PAY ‘CLOSE’ AT-TEN-TION to ‘EVERY’ WORD I HEAR, AND, “ALSO”, (Everything that I “HEAR”)!! I’m “VERY”, VERY PERCEPTIVE, from what I’m TOLD, and what I KNOW for MYSELF!! ..”THANK GOD!!” ..”ANYWAY”, We FOUND out (LATER) that SHE was “MIXED”, … (or A MULATTO)!! ..So, “MAMA” WAS A MULATTO, MY GRANDmother was (A “QUADROON”), that makes MY MOTHER, (WHO’S DARK-skinned) AN “OCTOROON”! (but, I just say that SHE’S BLACK), b/c she really is kind OF DARK!! ;-) :-)

    “SAY it LOUUUUDDDDD, (I’M BLACK, and I’M PROUD)!!” ;-) ..PROUD of MY COLOR, that GOD “CREATED” me TO BE!! :-) HONEY, “BLACK (IS) BEAUTIFUL!!” YEAH!! And, BTW, I’M “NATURAL”, TOO!! ..”PERM”, (OR RELAXER FREE)!! “HEYYYYY!!” ;-) lol

    “ANYWAY”, … FROM GRANNY’S side, “THIS is from WHERE THE ‘WITHCRAFT’ CAME!!” SMH!! *SIGH*:-( :-( “LORD, GOD, HAVE MERCY!!” ..
    I (ABHOR) WITCHCRAFT),OUIJA BOARDS, SORCERY, TAROT CARDS, PALM READING, HOROSCOPES, AND ‘ANYTHING’ RELATED TO it!!!!!!”… I “ABHOR” it, DETEST it,…”UTTERLY” (DESPISE) IT!! OK?!!
    LET me MAKE that (AB-so-LUTE-LY) “CLEAR!!”

    A few YEARS ago, MY MOTHER said that SHE had “found” a BOOK of “WITHCRAFT” in my GRANDMOTHER’S HOUSE, (when SHE was A CHILD)!! *SIGH* “LORD, HAVE MERCY!!” ..WHILE she was TALKING to me, I COULD “SEE” (EXACTLY) WHO was DOING that ol’ WITCHCRAFT “MESS” (GRANNY), and I’m CERTAIN that HER mother, “MAMA” TAUGHT HER ABOUT it!! SMH! :-(
    IT was “PASSED DOWN” (TO GRANNY), who USED to “TALK the FIRE” (OUT of MY BURNS)!! ..Like, if she was SMOKING a CIGARETTE, and I would RUN to TELL her something, and I would “accidentally” RUN INTO it, and IT would BURN (my HAND), she said, “COME here, BABY, (LET GRANNY “TALK the FIRE OUT of it FOR you, SUGAR)!!…DON’T CRY, O-k?” .. Then, SHE would SMILE an “INTERESTING” SMILE!! IT was like, “I’VE got (A SECRET)!” ..AND, THAT is what I SEE in MOST of these “CELEBRITIES'” EYES!!
    “ANYWAY”, BEFORE she DID, “TALK THE FIRE OUT of it”, she told me “PROMISE (NOT to TELL) ‘ANYBODY’), O-KAAAY?” ..So, I said, “Ok, GRANNY”, (WHILE CRYING)!! ..THEN, she picked my HAND UP, (THE BURN had RISEN), she would BLOW on the burn, WHILE she CLOSED her EYES, and MUMBLED something SOFTLY!! ..When I LOOKED (DOWN @ THE BURN), …IT was “SUDDENLY”, OR (MAGICALLY) GONE!! “MPH, MMMMPH, MPH!!”.. smh! I would say, “OOOOOOH, GRANNY, IT’S GONE!!”…”MAGIC!!” …(AND SHE would SMILE)!! And, say, “SSSSSSHHHHHH!!”…”RE-MEM-be, DON’T YOU TELLLLLL…what GRANNY DID!!” …”It’s (OUR) little SE-cret!!” AND WINKED!! ..”OH, GOD, (I SEE, I SEE)!!”

    SEE, I ACCEPTED Jesus Christ as my LORD, and SAVIOR (@ age 8), and EVER since THEN, I could “SEE” things, AND/or “KNOW” things…And, they (WOULD) HAPPEN (AFTER) I “SAW” them FIRST IT SCARED me (@ FIRST), I MUST SAY!! LOL I found out (SEVERAL) years LATER, that they were CALLED “VISIONS”! It was THEN that I (ALSO) started having DREAMS (that would COME TRUE)!! …(I THOUGHT that THIS was “NORMAL”)!! lol But, THEN, “SURPRISINGLY”, (SUDDENLY, I STARTED having “NIGHTMARES)!! :-(
    “SATAN IS (A MOCKER)!!” .. GOD “CREATES”, (SATAN “DUPLICATES”), AND/”IMITATES”!! SMH!!
    *EXHALING* “COVER ME LORD, GOD, (with THE BLOOD of JESUS), MY LORD!! ..Ok, so, MY MOTHER would RUN in my ROOM, and my “RAGGEDY ANN” DOLL would be (ALL SCRUNCHED UP), and I’D be CRYING!! I mean, “HOLLERING”, (SCREEEEEEAMING @ THE TOP of MY LUNGS)!! .. MY MOTHER would SCOOP ME UP, ROCK me in HER ARMS, (and SOFTLY have me RECITE Psalms 23, “THE LORD’S PRAYER”)!! :-) :-)

    I can RE-MEM-BER IT, (LIKE IT was YESTERDAY)!!.. “THE LORD IS (MY SHEPHERD), I shall ‘NOT’ WANT! He MAKETH ME to lie DOWN (in GREEN PASTURES), He leadeth me BESIDE the (STILL) WATERS, .. He ‘RESTORETH’ MY SOUL, ..He LEADETH me (in the PATH of RIGHTEOUSNESS), for ‘His’ NAME’S SAKE, ..YEA, though I WALK (THROUGH) the SHADOW (of the VALLEY of DEATH), I will FEAR (NO EVIL), ‘for THOU art WITH me’! THY ROD, (‘and’ THY STAFF), THEY ‘COMFORT’ me! ..THOU PREPAREST a TABLE BEFORE me (IN THE PRESENCE of MINE ENEMIES), HE ‘ANOINTEST’ my HEAD with OIL, (MY CUP RUNNETH OVER)!! ‘SURELY’ (GOODNESS, ‘AND’ MERCY) SHALL FOLLOW me (ALL) the DAYS of MY LIFE, and I (WILL) DWELL in THE HOUSE (of THE LORD) ‘FOREVER’!!” ..”AMEN!!” :-) OH, “HALLELUJAH, LORD!!” :-) “GLORY (to GOD)!!”

    THEN, (AFTER THAT), I would be SLEEP within A FEW MINUTES!! :-) So, MY MOTHER would STAY with me, AND TURN my “RAGGEDY ANN” LIGHT OFF, STRAIGHTEN OUT my “RAGGEDY ANN” DOLL, and PUT IT back UNDER my ARM, (THEN KISS my FOREHEAD)! :-) THE NEXT MORNING she would MAKE me BREAKFAST, (AS USUAL), AND I would usually have some HOMEMADE BROWNIES, (OR OTHER DESSERTS)! :-) lol

    BTW, I ALSO had the “RAGGEDY ANN” CURTAINS, TOO)!! lol Yeah, I’m OLD-er than PROBABLY MOST of you HERE!! LOL! “OH, WELL!!” lol I’M GOOD w/dat! “HEYYYY!!” ;-)

    THAT’S ALL (FOR NOW)!!
    I had FORGOTTEN ALL of this (UNTIL NOW)!! See, SOMETIMES, I (WON’T) even KNOW WHAT I’m about to TYPE, and my fingers will JUST MOVE!! And, it’s like I’m PLAYING the PIANO, b/c the KEYBOARD CAN’T keep UP with me!! LOL But, I’ll LOOK (@ WHAT I TYPED), and I’ll say, “WOWWWW”, b/c The(Holy) Spirit has GUIDED my fingers and it’s THEN that I’ll KNOW that I have TYPED SOMETHING “INSIGHTFUL”, AND/or “HELPFUL”, THAT (SOMEONE) can LEARN from, AND/or SOMETHING that has “touched” (SOMEONE’S) HEART!! ;-) :-)
    See, THAT’S what I LOVE, (and WHY I’m HERE), I DO BELIEVE!!! :-)

    BTW, THIS (IS NOT) any ol’ STUPID, ol’ EVIL, ol’ “AUTOMATIC WRITING”, (where you CONJUR UP some DEMON, OR EVIL SPIRIT, OR SPIRITS), and ASK THEM to HELP you write A SONG, MOVIE, SCREENPLAY, OR WHATEVER, (LIKE MICHAEL JACKSON, DID, AND those “HOLLYWEIRD” EVIL-DOERS DO)!! “NEVER THAT CRAP (FOR ME)!!” ..I HAVE to STOP (NOW), b/c, I had (ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA) that I was even going TO TYPE (ANY) of THIS!! “WOWWWW!!” I’m gonna HAVE to come back AND RE-READ this!!

    MAYBE I TYPED this (JUST to SAY), “PLEASE, HSK, RECOGNIZE (THE WORLD)!!” .. NOT just THE WORLD (in which WE LIVE), but, “THE WORLD”, (and DON’T ‘CONFORM’ TO it), b/c IT’S EVIL!! :-(
    “Be (YE NOT) CONFORMED (TO THIS world), but be ye ‘TRANSFORMED’, (by the RENEWING of YOUR MIND)!!” “HE (that hath EARS), let him HEAR (what THE SPIRIT is SAYING to ‘THE CHURCH’)!!”

    Maybe (SOMEONE) “NEEDED” that PRAYER!! Idk .. I HOPE so!
    May GOD BLESS the: readers, “HEARERS”, (AND DOERS of HIS WORD)!!!

    SO sorry that I wasn’t ‘able’ to type (like Y’ALL “NORMAL” people do)! :-( But, what I said was “TRUE”, and IMPORTANT!! *EXHALING again!*
    I just FEEL (a certain WAY now), so I HAVE to GO!

    PLEASE, FORGIVE my TYPOS, and “GBU!!”

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  18. nba is fixed |

    Mayweather was caught on tape not knowing how to read. I wonder if Beyonce would have the same trouble reading?

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    AnonymousChick414 Reply:

    lol FUNNY! ..*THINKING* WELL, ACTUALLY it’s NOT FUNNY that they CAN’T read, &/or ARTICULATE themselves very WELL!! smh! It’s ACTUALLY (quite) SAD, (NOW that I THINK about it)!! :-(

    Ok, “CARRY ON!” lol

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  19. Flowingebony |

    So it looks like Jay IS at the VMA’s

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    Anonymous Reply:

    Yes. And Bets above^^^^^ called it exactly as to the presentation.
    I don’t think they’re breaking up at all. At least, no time soon.

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  20. Anonymous |

    and some people don’t get why y’all lick the burlesque stripper fake ass. does the bitch pay your mortgage or rent. no ass lickers pay that bitch rent. get a clue then wake the fuck up. real talk.

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    B. Stiviano Reply:

    Standing. MFing. Ovation. Jacky should shut this thread down for any further comments.

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    ANONYMOUSCHICK414 Reply:

    lol FUNNY! lol

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  21. Anonymous |

    flop, music was terrible trashy garbage. lmao stripper had her pole last night.

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  22. Anonymous |

    black women have been reduced to strippers with pole fake hair fake titties fake asses and lets not forget the colored contact lens. bumping, humping and grinding as sex objects all for money, you have no shame, you music shouldn’t be called music it’s garbage and trashy. most strippers leave they kids at home. but i see you don’t have a problem with that. you getting paid right. those bitches aren’t to be praised nor worshiped, they are setting women back thousands of years, all for money.

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  23. MS. SPIRITUAL WARFARE 414 |

    Black (women) HAVE?? :-/ WOWWW, SUCH a (BROAD) generalization, IMHO!

    LET (me) “SCHOOL” (you)! ;-) “MAY IIIIII?” ;-)

    O-K, …*Picking up my CHALK, (heading to THE CHALKBOARD), ABOUT to TEACH* lol

    *Clearing my throat* “CLASS, O-pen YOUR BOOKS, (WILLL YOUUU)?..AND TURN to page 101!” :) …”HEYYYYY, QUIET, please! ..
    …(NO TALKING)!! ;-) lol
    “AND SPIT THAT GUM OUT (RIGHT NOW)!!” ;-)

    *Peering (OVER my GLASSES)* lol
    *Saying IN my PRINCE from “Purple Rain” voice*, “SHALL weeee BE-GIIIIIIN??” ;-) lol@me.

    “Rea-DYYYYYYY, O-K”, .. “See, THERE IS A DIFFERENCE (between WOMEN, and LADIES), JUST as there is A DIFFERENCE (between MALES, AND MEN), AND NEGROES, and N!GGAS, and “NIG*ERS”)!!” ..AND, between, LADIES, and WOMEN, (And, “B!TCHES, AND HO@S “GET IT)????”

    “Ok, NOW STUDY your LESSON), POP quiz is TOMORROW!!” ;-) lol

    Btw, I am (not) ARGUING with you, so, NO OFFENSE! ..IjS.
    God BLESS you! *smile*

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  24. MS. SPIRITUAL WARFARE 414 |

    Sorry about my typing! I haven’t gone to sleep yet, (from Monday NIGHT), and NOW I’m SLEEPY!

    “GOODNIGHT!” ;-) lol

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  25. Anonymous |

    I hope they keep it o’l school and stay together. I’m sick of the new generation “do away with marriage” thinking! Always running and searching for the next temporary high. I’m annoyed when I hear couples divorcing because their not happy! Emotions go up and down, so if you are rooted by them, you are doomed anywho. Being happy is a choice and so is making your marriage work. I personally feel divorce should never be an option.

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